♥ somewhere over the rainbow ♥

SHIFTED!

2008-09-05T16:37:00.001+08:00

Byebye blogger!

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Early Bird

2008-08-29T17:35:00.006+08:00

It was pouring heavily early in the morning. Woke up at 9am. Literally drag myself out of bed with my eyes still shut! Damn early! Showered and prepared to leave the house.

ran away from home ?

Nah ah ah... was heading down to ICA building to collect my passport. Only a half an hour waiting time. Pheww!! Just in time for buffet lunch. =)

where was i ?

no idea huh?

The next picture should said it all. Dimsum Buffet at River City Restaurant. It was only a Thursday morning hence it wasn't crowded. But of cos, reservations were made.

i don't like the chee cheong fan cause the sauce machiam soya sauce. salty!

the vege was kangkong. No leaves all stalk!! -.-""

Not forgetting the dessert. Only 3 choices to choose from. Herbal Jelly, Mango pudding or dessert of the day. Had their mango pudding. The pudding I always loved. Yummilicious~!! Two rounds and I officially gave up. The bulge from my stomach telling me to stop. $17.50 nett per head. Kinda worth the price. It'll be even better if you go in bigger groups so you get to try everything on the menu.

Made our way to COMEX. 1st day and it's already people mountain people sea. It was only 3pm then. Went home shortly after since I've got nothing in mind to buy.

goodies from crystal jade

I saw this in the fridge when I got home. Smells like chocolate to me. I find it cute so I took a picture of it. Haha! Up till now, I still don't know what is it. I know it looks fattening to me thats all. =x

Rainy Days

2008-08-27T16:06:00.002+08:00

Woke up feeling moody. Must be the period.

Holland Village with bestie yesterday. We were talking about our secondary days. How I got gaga over some guy. Thinking he was the most handsome guy of the whole school. How I got involved in a cheating incident. FYI, I did not cheat. I was just down on luck. Back then, I was such a good girl. Always head home after school. Haha!! Now ? I just wanna stay out. For as long as I want! Sighh!

sometimes.... i do need a shoulder. *sob*

her lemongrass crispy chicken

my honey mustard chicken

apple crumble with macadamia icecream

The Long Awaited Post

2008-08-25T00:31:00.003+08:00

Home the whole of Sunday. Needa rest! Damn tiring the whole week. This shall be a very long post. Image heavy heavy. =) Enjoy!

Fireworks at Marina then Movie at Cineleisure

I was late. He was even later. Waited for him at citylink for 45 mins. Took him 45mins to travel from AMK to cityhall. Why? He was still at AMK when I reached. Afterwards, he told me he took the wrong direction. Bloody Hell!! I was so darn hungry. We chopchop settled ourselves at Hans for dinner. Slight delayed of the fireworks. Thank God!! If not for the delay I would have missed the starting. Yes! His fault!

smk smk smk!

Korea Fantasia!

captured the images from my video.

Hung out awhile at Marina Square before we start to people squeeze

who cares bout him.. =x

Went down to Cine for 4bia. He kanna paid to scare himself. Seriously, I got no kick. I don't know why. He see me so relax tryna scare me but to no avail. The others were like screaming and shouting. I think I am immuned. Haha! The only thai movie that scares me was Shutter. None can beat that so far.

at xin wang hk cafe

talking to who sia..

ha kao, pork rib, siew mai and my honey lemon.

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Fireworks at Marina Square

It was raining again! Wet weather these days. Why like that huh ?!?! They even delayed fireworks for half an hour. Imagine those who booked tickets for Singapore Flyer so that they can catch the magnificent fireworks and yet they don't get to see it. Not cheap wor. They must be cursing and swearing. It wasn't even raining lor!

in the cabby

dining at thai express

phat thai seafood. the noodle qq one very nice

green curry with rice

lightings at marina square

Fireworks put up by the french team. they called it French Romance. Pretty!

all taken using my hp cause i forgot my digicam. rawrs!!

Waited for the crowd to disperse before heading home. I hate taking cab in city area cause I'll never understand why is the taxi stand always so long queue when there's so many empty cabs. They just don't want to pick passengers. What the hell!! Don't want to earn meh?! Nevertheless, an additional $3.30 surcharge. TMD!!

Have thoughts of heading down to dragonfly cause the night is still young, but I was so super shag when I got home. I know you must be thinking why can't I go straight. 1stly, my batt is dying. I can't do w/o my hp. 2ndly, I was freezing and shivering in that dress so I need a jacket. And because I don't drink so I'll be fucking cold then I'll start getting headache which means no fun for me. you know you know ??

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Shopping in Town and Movie

Was drizzling the moment I woke up. Took my own sweet time to prepare cause I was feeling so sleepy due to the weather.

on the way. fucking long ride.

me and lewen

Bought tickets for Death Race followed by dinner. Always ask me to choose I'll choose expensive food de lor. =X

at NYDC

cafe latte to keep me awake

my chicken sandwich

his red hot chilli pepper rice pasta

Time to shop. Strolled down to paragon to get my make up. Then its time for movie. Their trailer was damn nice but when you eventually watched it, its so-so only lor. No race = boring shit = no excitement = i wanto slp.

have ya race in chocolate before?

royal on scotts lobby

why the bus so long huh?

getting annoyed

回家了. tired me.

fugly num 1

fugly num 2

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Dinner at Wong Kok & TopOne KTV

After zillion talks about going KTV together, we finally put it into action. The supposedly all time organiser was suppose to plan and then one fine day he text me saying 'Ktv soon k'. -.-" And so Ms Janey started nagging at him. 气死我!! All thanks to me! Always wait for me to do the job! As usual, Mr policeman came to fetch me. Was meddling with his soft toy. Too kawaii for me to resist not taking pictures with it. =)

cute doggie

he says it has to be facing him when the car is not moving. so fussy meh?!

who's cuter ? =p

He sounded pathetic saying he bought the toy himself. Lol. I don't know was he not concentrating or was he distracted cause he happily drove his way to town when we're suppose to go bugis. Alamak u!!

i know you very ham

his super qing dan udon seafood. soup base = xian cai tang.

we shared this....sausage with fruit salad

and this....pan fried cheong fan

饿了吧.. tot u say not eating ? keke

tuna sandwich. i should start dieting like you.

waiting for my food.

H.K. deep fried noodle with chicken or pork I cannot rem. =x

all cleared!

Proceeded to TopOne across the road. Each level has got a different theme different atmosphere. We were allocated the icey cold theme at level 5.

lychee.fruit punch.apple

act act only

the very good boyfriend and future husband. when will I meet mine? :(

peace ^^v

thirsty for more

(p.s. im back to being single AGAIN. status changed from a couple to friends. perhaps we got into a relationship too hastily w/o knowing each other well enough. though it was merely a short 3mths relationship, i still enjoyed what we did together minus the arguments. i loved and i cared with no regrets. i lost a bf but i didn't lose a friend. :) i guess i'll prolly remain single for now. )

ⓉⓗⒺ ⒺⓃⒹ

A short one

2008-08-12T00:46:00.010+08:00

Today was out in town to catch the show, Love Guru. Almost an hour journey to town for this fucking stupid lame movie and another hour back home. Tmd why must I stay so far! Argh!! The humor was so minimal that it didn't manage to make me wanna laugh my ass off. Don't watch if you have not done so! Don't say I didn't warn you guys huh.. =) Went for a walk after the show, supposedly to replenish my makeup but realised didn't bring my card. Oh great! So window shopping I went before heading home.

Sunday was my mama's birthday. Instructed my brother to order the durian cake that mama love. 真好吃 I no bluff you! She prolly thought we forgotten about it. Then tadah.. =) Besides, an additional order of 12 durian puffs. OMG~!! Fat die me!! (肥死我)

Happy Birthday Mum =P

Saturday went out for movie at Plaza Singapura. Journey To The Center Of The Earth. I only enjoyed the ending. Shared cab home with dar. $26.70. Damn expensive la.

i can take photo anywhere anytime. cheezzz

Met up with Val and Lihwen for steamboat on Friday. Been saying to meet up for dinner for ages. We finally did! Guess what.. cabfare to clementi mrt cost me 10bucks!!! WTF?!?!?!?! Really sian 1/2. While waiting for val to arrive, we entertained ourselves with the camera.

me and wen

who are you bio-ing heh ?

bored!

hungry!

We decided on Tian Tian Huo Guo since the two gals never eat before. Crowded on a holiday eve. However, we managed to get seated the moment we reached cause one group happened to leave.

im on the healthier side.

makan!

waiting for the food

2nd rd of prawns. Favourite!

almost done.

Dinner's on Val. Thank You. Took a bus down to dar's place. There is bus from his house to orchard, city and bugis. Waulau Im so jealous! I only have a fucking bus to orchard. I do have bus to bugis but that will take me more than an hour. Tried, tested and proven once from bugis back home. Took me more than an hour to reach home even though its at night! I nearly died in that ride.

That's what I did the pass few days. Time to sleep. There's gonna be a fucking noisy alarm clock to wake me up later in the morning. And that's the renovation works going on right above my head. Oh fiak!!

My New Toy =)

2008-07-30T02:59:00.005+08:00

On my way to town with dearest lihwen. She forgot my milo peng!! Roars!! The aircon made my throat super dry and itchy I keep coughing. Argh! The bus ride extended from 45mins to 1hour 15mins because of the heavy traffic. WahPiangz!! Was already 730pm when we reached town. -.-"

trying out her new samsung fone

C902

G900

I was contemplating between this two gadgets. Attracted to the latter because of the red color. But have to forgo the idea knowing its a touch screen phone. After playing with Lihwen's touch screen phone, I concluded it is really very laychey. It can really be a hassle. Somemore no answer/hangup button. I don't like la! Whereas the former doesn't look appealing to make me have the die-also-must-buy feeling. Considering the thought I need a new phone badly, I don't have a choice. Nevertheless, its not ugly and its a camera phone. So suitable for a narcissistic person like me. Haha!

Alas, got my hands on C902. Gotten rid of my N73. No more nokia phone. Screw them!! My N73 gave me shit problems. 1st the lag. 2nd kept prompting not enough memory please delete some data. 3rd not enough memory to receive sms. WTF?! I can tolerate the first two but not the 3rd. Any longer with my N73 will definitely bring up my blood pressure. Sometimes I wished I can throw it against the wall and let it break into pieces. Dulans! Thank goodness my plan is due for an upgrade. The only complain I have for my new toy is that it doesn't come along with a memory card. With the internal memory only 160mb.... Yes. Pathetic!!

Time for dinner. We planned to have a budget meal but both of us are craving for some ramen. So we headed for Ajisen, else very 对不起 ourselves.

side dishes.

spicy cha shu ramen. 以毒攻毒

dig in!

I asked her did my voice change.. Her reply was 'very changed'. LoL! Why am I falling sick so easily these days?! Sighh...

slacking at taka square

We left for home at 10plus. We merely spent 2hours in town. I wanna drag her for dessert actually to satisfy my sweet tooth but on a second thought, I think I've put on weight la!! Dammit!! Are you saying I am crazy?? NO I AM NOT! Its not an illusion. N.O. NO my weighing machine is not spoiled either. Every time back from dar's place I'll weigh myself. Its becoming a habit. Cause I think I eat too much when I was with him. Anyway, who cares!! Time for me to control my eating habits. No more suppers! No more heavy dinner! No more junk food! Just MORE SLEEP!

adios.

My Weekend

2008-07-28T04:00:00.005+08:00

I have no idea what im doing here at this hour. I should be sleeping. Weekends was spent with dar. Apparently, every time when its time for me to head home there sure to be something not right. Anyway, I will just sleep it off cause I don't know whats wrong either. ?_? Nevermind.

Met him on Friday night and went to his friend's pub at Mosque Street. The street reminds me of the Korean restaurant I frequent with Lihwen, Jieyi and Zijia. Im craving a little now. =P Back to the pub, I guess that will be my 1st and last time Im gonna step into that pub I hope? It is so damn smelly and choking. OMG~!!! I can't breathe and I so wanna leave. No joke. Bad for my health!!!! And when will dar ever listen.. always drink so much. Haii.. Followed them for supper and went back to sleep.

Barbeque on Saturday. Was feeling moody in the afternoon cause I think my wisdom tooth is growing and its making my whole gum aching. Add in the hunger, the wait and the smoky smell still on my hair after washing, totally dampens my mood. Without the panadol I'll be so damn extremely sian. They bought lots of food but plenty of leftovers. I love the curry with bread though. =)

its on fire. no pics of food cos im too lazy to take.

dar played badminton with his brother. Bro kanna bully only. Haha!

KO-ed shortly after we reached home.

Slacked at home on Sunday. Super duper tired. I kept dozing off while watching television. He sent me home and went out for supper. My throat's giving me problems again. Maybe the sambal? Maybe the curry? Didn't really touch the bbq food so I doubt they're the culprits. I just wish I don't wake up with a bad sorethroat/no voice. Pray for me!!

byebye

The Dark Knight

2008-07-22T01:50:00.002+08:00

Finally caught this movie at Plaza today with Andrew, Neo, Jiajie and Sharon. Tix were selling like hotcakes over the weekend. Sibei kua zhang you know? Was watching Batman Begins on Channel 5 last night (Sunday). At least to refresh my memory how batman came about, the storyline and the casts in it. 2 and a half hours show. I thought it was gonna end soon when Joker was caught. But there's more to come. They like to crash lambo's alot I realised. And I didn't know Edison Chen was in it too. He played a farking small role for a few seconds if you noticed. =.="""

After which, we went to eat Rochor beancurd cos it was still darn early to go home. So unlike me. =x Headed for a few rounds of pool and home sweet home.

tata

Today is my sleeping day

2008-07-20T22:18:00.008+08:00

A little recap of what I did. Weekdays was spent with dar. We went town and accompanied him to shop. He got 2 polos from GAP. Nice Nice. Waited for his friend at Audiohouse to knock off. By coincidental, I saw who I shouldn't see. Damn suay! Buy lottery also not so zhun. Then it was time to go home on Friday night. Friday came so fast just like the blink of an eye.

Super tired today. Want all the fun.. don't complain! Yes, I heard you! Recovering from flu but I have a sexy voice now. So man! Haha! The lozenges my brother got from the clinic made me so wanna puke. Tasted super duper awful. Yucks!

Saturday night was meant to be a primary school reunion. All planned and ready for some boogie. But but but...Due to some circumstances, from a total of 9 people to 4 to 2 pathetic girls. For once, this reunion was a total failure. Wassup~~?!?!? Why all the last minute ?? WHY?? Was so pissed and depressed the whole night until I finally got my arse outta the house. Met up with jieyi and headed down to Clarke Quay. Though we were extremely moody over everything that happened, we still want the fun awaiting us. At least she managed to get one of her friend along. Saved his Saturday night as well as ours. =P

Spaghetti Aglio Olio

mocha villa

jieyi

at gotham penthouse. she's blinded by the flash. ^^

yi liang and her

me and yi liang

no sexy back. i've got a sexy voice.

pathetic 2

Had my dinner at TCC. Her friend Yi Liang came and we left for Gotham Penthouse. The crowd and music yesterday sucks big time compared to the 1st time I went there. Get down on some drinks, made themselves alittle high and we proceeded to MOS to dance. Me? I can't drink else I'll merlion. My mood automatically sets to maximum with good music. Haha! We happily hopped from one club to another cause I am a member of both. So why not ? You won't lose out anyway. =) I didn't even know trance and r&b switched dance floor. Thank God!! They should have done that a long long time ago. R&B is always packed like sardines. All you do is squeeze squeeze squeeze. Now they have a bigger dance floor, more spacious and its still filled up with people. The crowd never stop coming. Extremely happening!!

still looking fresh in MOS toilet.

on the dance floor

he likes to be the middleman

By the way, I just realised there's a new tactic for knowing a girl. This guy told me... 'you are snow white and you have 7 dwarfs dancing around you'... -_-""" how does he want me to reply? Say Thank You? Raised my brows at him and back to my dancing. A word of advice, I ain't those 16, 17 year old girl who buy all these sweet talks. Save it ya? It will not work on me. Saw an online friend of mine by coincidence. He spotted me though. I suck at recognizing people unless I personally know you in person. Pardon me.

We were on the platform and suddenly a conflict between 2 malays started. I was already trying to position myself at a safer spot but the fight occurred too soon. The guy's arm accidentally hit me. Luckily impact not big. Idiot!! Argh!! What's worse was the innocent Yi Liang got pushed off the platform together. And for this, his jeans pocket tore. =x Oopsy I let the secret out. LOL! There was this ah gua standing at the platform posing nonstop. She's got nothing underneath her clothes. She thinks she is goddamn sexy and gorgeous. -.-" Apparently, everyone could tell she's an ah gua so no one dare to get close to her. Gross la!! After having to talk loudly in the club, I sounded like one too. Sexy! Haha!

call it a day. tired faces!

Partied till lights on, have a drink at Mac then jieyi's bf came to fetch us home. Her bf always come and fetch her no matter how late she party till. Just to make sure she's safe and sound. Good good. I can get a ride home too. Reached home with a heavy head. I can feel my brain freezing. Dragged my feet to shower and off to bed.

Today will be just tv and rest for me. =)

tomorrow will be a better day

2008-07-14T03:49:00.009+08:00

Please don't tell me weekends are bf/gf's day. Cause it doesn't occur to me. Due to some reasons, no sweet moments with him. Maybe we were just waiting for each other to ask to meet. Or was it just my wishful thinking.. Hmmm.. Nevermind. One word to describe my weekend. Bored!!

When I thought I was happy, I wasn't. When I thought I've forgotten, I did not. Whole day, I was listening to my mp3s and singing along track after track as well as playing Viwawa. Trying to keep my mind free of everything. I may seem happy. Seem nonchalant. In fact, deep down.. I just don't feel right. Perhaps I just want to hide my emotions. Hid it and lock it. Show no one. Tell no one. Sigh...

When things doesn't go the way you want it, you just gotta live with it. Things aren't as complicated as it seems to be. Only human tends to make things complicated. Maybe its the thorn in the heart that has yet to be removed. Even a rubber band will break if you exert to much strength trying to pull it.

Human always self-contradict. If one always think negatively, they are simply torturing themselves as well as others. Eventually, it'll lead to too many guesses, too many doubts, too many misunderstanding, too many conflict, too many unsolved problems, and the list goes on. Be it family, friends or relationships. Constantly being skeptical what's right and wrong. Wassup with the human mind? Why can't everything be simpler? Everyone should look on the bright side and one day you will see rainbow. See how colourful your life can be. Easier said than done. I know.

Well... We still have to look straight ahead and let bygones be bygones. Tomorrow will be a better day a happy me. =P

My Favourite Song

2008-07-13T15:27:00.004+08:00

If you guys have watched taiwan drama 'The Outsiders', you will definitely know this song. So sweet and meaningful. I like!

Till the End

All these precious moments
with you by my side
must be a gift from heaven
that's holding me all night

i don't know how i found you
i'm thankful that i have
now that i have a love so true
to hold, to keep, to share

* In my heart i can no longer hold inside
all of the love i used to hide
i'll always be with you until the very end
in this world there is no place i'd rather be
you are my life, my soul, my girl
and through it all i know
that you've come to see that you're the one till the end*

All my friends around me
say you'd be gone too soon
baby i'm gonna make them see
we've found our way back home

repeat *

We'll always be till the end.

erm.. good morning ?

2008-07-13T05:47:00.005+08:00

Its 5.47am now. Tired but can't sleep. Argh!!! Lied on my bed..tuck under the blanket..toss and turn for 2hours..Sickening! Psst...Guess what? Im craving for Big Breakfast now. Haha!! I need to stop my craving for food. Damn!! I no like when people tell me I put on weight. Control control control....

Since I am unable to sleep, came online and read some articles.

Do you know that the body part where you love to kiss most reflects your personality type ? What does your kiss tell about you ?

Forehead
You have a strong passion for life and at the same time a peaceful nature. Though you are a forgiving person. You also demand respect from other people. You have good interpersonal and communication skills. As such, you have a fulfilling social life and you also tend to have many friends around you who think that you are gentle and understanding.

Eyes
You are someone who needs plenty of love and passion. You do not mind sacrificing everything just for the sake of love. You express your love in a wild and passionate way. However, you are also equally capable of becoming a vicious lover, manipulating your partner to achieve certain selfish goals.

Nose
Sex is essential to you in a relationship! You value friendship, loyalty and you have a strong desire for love and sex. You tend to be playful by nature and you just cannot stay long at a place without feeling uneasy. As a result, it is very difficult for you to establish a strong foundation for your career and it is advisable that you do not change your job with no strong reasons.

Face
Friendship is very important to you and you value peace above all other things. You are generous and willingly share most of your prized possessions with your friends. It does not bother you even if you are shot-changed by other people. To you, the world is a better place is if everyone is living in peace and harmony. You have a kind heart and you try not to harbor bad thoughts about other people. Maintaining a long lasting and affectionate relationship is your forte.

Ear
Being a sensitive person, you can accurately guess what is on a person's mind. You possess a disposition to appreciate or share the feelings and thoughts of others. However, you can also be someone who cracks jokes at the expense of others. Towards relationships, you are not affected by emotional constraints and is very expressive.

Lips
You are someone who is governed by a great sense of loyalty. When you kiss someone's lips, you are actually expressing the hope of having one's true love. You also tend to have a strong moral values.

Neck
Flirtatious by nature, you are unlikely to be someone that dreams of everlasting love. Although your passion for things is very strong., it does not last long and will fade away in just a while. Even when you are no longer in love with your partner, you tend to be selfish and demand him/her to love you still.

Not 100% true for me.. Maybe 90% ? ^^v

Alright! Goody Night peeps. I need plenty of beauty sleep. I want pimple free!! If possible please knock me unconscious for 24 hours. Else I prolly wake up at 12noon. Tryna force myself to sleep with an empty stomach now before daybreak. Sweet dreams everyone. =)

a video

2008-07-13T01:14:00.003+08:00

something meaningful to share with everyone. happy reading. :)

BIG HOLE IN MY POCKET

2008-07-07T00:43:00.008+08:00

after 3 consecutive days lacking in sleep... I mean really.. like only 5hrs or less ? I can tell my machine breaking down anytime. Damn worn out!! Ask me why and I'll tell you I do not know. Sob!! Alright, put aside the unhappy post that makes me seem like an emo ger. No I am not ok?! NOT gettit ?

like finally...... patronized Zhou's Kitchen which was under Tung Lok for their Hi-Tea Buffet.

their 招牌

waiting to be seated. ugly pimple on my cheek i hate!!

engrossed on the menu

They took their own sweet time to serve. The food prolly still cooking and steaming in the kitchen. =.= 想饿死我.. When it came... it came 1 dish at a time. OMG~

carrot cake

drunken chicken

all yummy except for that bowl of soup. I love the mini egg tarts!!

end of 1st round.

yao tio. no joke.

unglam her.

gotcha~

while waiting for our 2nd round.

me.jieyi

lihwen.me

it was like this......

then it turn out like this..... we so wanna cry.
just looking at it made us full man.
we managed to finish 95% of it though. 5% are the not so nice ones..

before we left.

on the whole...food still passable given the cheap price 21nett each.

took a cab down to far east plaza and start our shopping spree. and guess what ? I was left with a pathetic $1 coin. Woah.. I spent exactly 100$ including food. When was the last time I spent this much in a day, I seriously have no clue no idea. Super duper long..... I usually go home empty handed. All I have in my stomach was the buffet I had. That was like between 3 to 4 plus in the afternoon? Which means one meal today again. Breakfast cum lunch cum dinner. Oh great!!

since no money to shop further nor even eat we headed to taka cause I wanna check out handphones at singtel shop. Then we stumbled upon this Food Fest going on at taka square. but but but..... our wallets are empty. :( We just didn't want to draw money and indulge ourselves in such sinful act. Haha!! We merely watch people eat. Jin ke lian...... Now I am fucking hungry I can eat air... Argh!

till 13 july. doncha miss it. =)

people mountain people sea

can see cannot eat

time to go home. my legs are breaking.

misses..

2008-07-05T12:38:00.011+08:00

After a good night's rest, my mood seems better than yesterday. Feeling so cold the entire night and I missed the warmth he gave me. Was upset cause his words affected me somehow. No doubt it was my fault but he turn things ugly and complicated. I can feel he's afraid that history will repeat itself from the way he reprimanded me. :(

Felt like shit yesterday. No mood for anything. Cooped at home the whole night. No phone calls no sms. Just me, myself and my music. I managed to suppress my emotions. Today, no more emo janey only hungry janey. =P

still recuperating....

想爱却不敢爱

2008-07-04T15:18:00.016+08:00

Whenever there's love, there's bound to be arguments. Whenever I felt loved, it always seem to come to an end. Can some kind soul tell me why?! My retribution for being hard-hearted on my ex ?? Is it ?? In a relationship, the word HURT never fail to give me hell. I fucking hate it!! GO AWAY!! Stop tormenting me! I hurt him but he hurt me back indirectly. Whenever I hear the word CONSIDER, I'm beginning to lose all hope. This will be the last I want to hear in a relationship. Now, it came too soon for me to react. If someone can let go so easily, why should one hold on. Not being pessimistic. If a relationship needs to be reconsidered, I guess its more or less............. Maybe it should... sigh... If I really want to quibble over every detail in a relationship, it'll be very tiring. Not about guys or girls. Just the relationship. I think I have plenty to say. However, I feel it isn't necessary. I had enough of being a 管家婆. I don't want to control or restrict anything.

Shit!! I think I need a good cry. I have not cry for so damn long I don't know how long. I told myself I won't cry anymore. The last I cried was when my ex did something really despicable to me. Was glad I pulled it through. All the tears are piling up. From the previous break, from the new start, from all the unhappiness only I know. Everything is accumulating. I just can't cry. I'm suffocating. I've put the past behind and starting anew, but outcome doesn't seem appealing at all. Has he really moved on? Or is his past still haunting him? Apparently, I feel he hasn't let go. I have no idea. Anyway, both parties are at fault when a conflict start. No one to blame. We just didn't handle it well enough. Or perhaps I should take the full responsibility since the fight started because of me? Whatever it is....we need time to cool off for now.....

Oh man... I seriously need ktv now. That's what I always do when I am feeling down. Or rather go somewhere I used to go. No matter how upset I am, I always put up a smile infront of my friends. If they ever see me cry, it means I'm extremely sad. So I hope they won't get the chance to see it. Haii..

快乐永远是短暂，悲伤却永远的存在。

而我。。。是活在快乐还是悲伤的世界?

BON APPÉTIT

2008-06-26T14:48:00.008+08:00

Maybe you can consider your 21st here. Nice environment.

walkway

balmoral hall

from the outside

guestbook

candlelights

Delicacies that night.

the dinner

sushi and salad

salad dressing

er...

creme bule

dessert

cakes

hungry ? yes I am. =)

the handsome boy. smile like never before. =p

ANDREW'S 21ST BIRTHDAY~~!!!

2008-06-24T01:41:00.027+08:00

Drew Wong! I know you have been waiting and counting down the number of days to your 21st Big Day. Anticipating! So do I. =P *big hugs*

his invitation card. er... why you gave me a new name?!?!

I detest waiting for cabs on a saturday night. Taxi uncles just don't want to do business in my area. Why oh why?!?! Stood there aimlessly for a good 5-10minutes. Then, I saw a yellow light coming my way. Hopped on and told the taxi uncle the hotel name and he was like HUH ??....He started moving off when I told him its situated in Orchard. +.+ Whatever was he mumbling about at the traffic light.. but what he meant was I should said Scotts Road instead. I am going to the hotel obviously I'll tell you the hotel name la! Duh~~~!

Made my arrival at Royal Plaza On Scotts about 8plus. They were already there sitting by the pool. Its been really really long. Glad to see all them. Still the bunch of cranky IT0415. Woots! Had some refreshments and the camera lights started flashing away. Haha!

you see his face everywhere.

the guest book with all the photos from the polaroid

we're here to have fun. don't so serious leh.

much better. =)

me and chermaine

ms keying & ms janey

shot of 1

those were the days.

Haven seen the birthday boy? There he is....

Charming Andrew with the....... ahem....... elites. :]

We were assigned table 3. Dinner commenced at 9pm.

the oh-so-nice red petals

emcee of the night.

the pressies. he assigned his clubmates what to get for him.
see how fussy he is?

us again.

janey.sharon

The buffet spread was not bad I feel. Ms Goh kept complaining she don't eat this and that. Thankfully I was sitting beside her so I can control my craving for food. Not bad idea eh. =)

birthdae boi taking some time to eat

meant to share but I ended up finishing everything.

Prawns! My favourite! I have a personal servant to peel for me. LoL!
a bit unprofessional with leftover shells but then...谢谢你哦!

feeding me with the not-so-cooked beef. THANKS ah!!

so hard to get him take a picture can.

Time to cut the cake and sing the birdday song!

Happy 21st!

we love you!

make a wish

the oh-so-small cake not meant to be given out according to him.

overjoyed

IT0415

Was wondering whether should I say 'Congratulations' or 'Happy Birthday'. It seems more like his wedding day. I guess he'll be the first to get married among us! Definitely a good boyfriend and a good husband!

Nas aka our emcee sabo-ed him to make a speech. All he said was thank you for coming x10. =.= 1st time see him so tense so nervous. Haha!

i was waiting......

........for them

I was surprised they threw their cigarettes at the bin. Why? Cause they were fine $200 each for throwing their cigarette butts on the floor. AHAHAHA!!

graham. our tutor. who looks more like our classmate. =)

gui lian 1

gui lian 2

nizam and me

irvin and me

ah dai irvin. how cme your hair don't seem to grow? LOL

gracie n jiajie

jenny.janey

when everyone was mingling, he's helping himself to i dunno how many rounds of dessert

oei! everyone waiting for you.

so not shy de lo

like finally.

black vs white

aini.janey.chermainey

Janey & Bully Zhong

i know u love taking photo with me.

this is what you get for being notti.
I love peace not war.
Doncha alwaz bully me! Don't force me to leave you a blue black!! boo~

the queen, the king, the princess

that angbao was from me!

see ya soon!! misses..

alas, a group picture.

thanks for the ride home nizam.

lalala~

2008-06-21T01:05:00.007+08:00

Shopping at Vivo City with lihwen as mentioned in my previous post. Was suppose to get a dress for Mr. Andrew's birthday celebration tomorrow. Belated celebration actually as his birthday was on Thursday. Holding his 21st at Royal On Scotts with eight tables inclusive of a room(free i think), poolside cocktail and buffet dinner. Big shot la! Once again, gonna see my usual poly kakis. Miss me eh? I know I know. =) Im cracking my brain what to wear now. Damn!! Minus off all the formal ones, I have three to choose from. For the sake of sista andrew, I gotta dress up for his big day! I dread dressing up. Why can't his theme be beach wear ? LOL. So I can go in shorts, tee and flipflops.

Back to my vivo shopping spree. Yes, it was meant to be a shopping spree for both of us! BUT.......we ended up empty handed. :(

emo shit!

settled ourselves at Thai Accent for dinner.

this the menu. duh~

i realised.... my face seems rounder!! =.=

good friend

are you hungry ?

Next stop was dessert. Haagen Dazs. Hohoho~ empty handed means the $$ goes to food. Im feeling so fat these days!

insatiable appetite

you call this brownie explosion.

sry i cant wait

ms sweet tooth

i won't leave you out.

licks

satisfied. time to go home.

Dar & Co. came to fetch me. They had a game of bowling then we headed home. When dar went jb, I begin snapping away while waiting for him to come home. =P poor 大叔have to sleep in a stench room. Haha! I only realised after dar told me about it. Indeed!!

in my pink pajamas

大叔's mini fridge..^^v

Not a very good idea to have a fridge in a room. Because its hard to resist when you know there's tidbits in it. Especially for 贪嘴people like me. Sob!!

erm.. picnic ?

大叔must be darn happy I left. Hor? Cause I finally returned his bin bin to him. Boohoo~

While on my way home, someone wanna ask me out again. Timing always damn zhun. Are you spying on me?! Haa! Soon ok.. Soonn.. This week busy. *giggles*

byebye!

Location: darlings hse

2008-06-19T13:28:00.002+08:00

Obviously, he's still sleeping like a pig now. Im up at 12 plus as usual. =) Early morning and I hear music playing. From the song ka underneath I suppose. Causing disturbance to me la! Duh~!

Met darling last night after meeting my dear friend lihwen. She tryna psycho me to share cab with her but of cos she failed. Its always the opposite. They like making a remark saying "Jane! You took the bus?!?!" Haha!! Cab expensive now mah.. I budget one leh! =) Went home to change and pack while waiting for darling and his friends. Went for bowling. Loser punch. Of cos darling won. =P I remembered the last time I stepped into a bowling alley was 2 years back during a friend's 21st.

After which Dar went in to JB to pump petrol. Can't accompany him cause my passport's validity is less than 6 months. :( Anyway, Dar's friend who bunked in with him gotta sleep with his brother. Lalala~ Apparently, dar's room got messier compared to the last time I was here. GUYS!! Additional item in his room. A mini fridge sitting under the computer table. ^o^ Chips, chocolate, ribena and milk. Erm...Why no kinder bueno ?! =x I shall just eat whatever there is at my convenience. Hohoho!

Bored!! Luckily I brought my psp along. Something to keep me occupied while he's asleep.

p.s. pics up next entry.

adios. =)

Nonchalant

2008-06-18T00:17:00.006+08:00

its been really long since I dine out together with my mom. Not for some sumptuous meal today but a simple one at the kopitiam. =p

Been meeting bf lesser and lesser lately. Don't ask me why. Watched HULK on a blue blue monday at Jurong Point with darling and his two other 'uncle' friends. Haha! =x headed down somewhere nearby for Nasi Lemak after the show. So damn hungry I can eat a cow!! It was already 9plus 10pm. My lunch was at 1pm. =.= Irregular meals are making my stomach unwell sometimes. No tiu = home! =)

i love wearing shades. but by the time im out, its time for sunset. Always!

shopping tmr. don't put me aeroplane man..
dimsum and mani/pedi soon my bitch. cya soon!

so near yet so far

2008-06-13T03:22:00.009+08:00

Its exactly one week since I blogged. Yes I know. Stop bugging. Its 3.22am. Everyone should be asleep by now. What about me?! Im tired but can't get to sleep. Do you call that insomnia? Maybe. Or maybe not. Just a penny of thoughts.

Last weekend was with boyfriend. Caught that clumsy, greedy, big fat Panda show. Hilarious though. I didn't even know the monkey was actually voiced by Jackie Chan. His lines were so few I can hardly recognized his voice. As you all know, he's england is damn powderful. Haha!

you should know where this was taken. =)

I no like those baby fats

Met him the day before with his friend for Narnia at Lot 1. (one of my friend thought it was 'Naranda' before the movie was out) LOL!! Then, it was dinner and home sweet home. Was yawning nonstop throughout my journey home. From the train to the bus. From the bus-stop to my house. If I were to shut my eyes, I'll probably KO in split seconds. Boohoo~

he was suppose to msg me.

no idea what is he doing now.
guess he's probably gaming.
or doing whatever he might be doing.
yes, i know nuts. haa!

oh well.. night peeps! sweet dreams and don't let the bed bugs bite!

Ouch~!

2008-06-06T18:18:00.004+08:00

Finally, we did our brazilian wax at Revive Wellness. Not my 1st all-off but hers. :) Comparing Honeypot and Revive Wellness, I'll definitely recommend RW. Though the price is steep, but the therapist could do a more thorough job. Try if you have not done so. :p

yes. it was my first time there.

so comfy in kimono. love.

i had strawberry wax.

fugly but thats all we got

headed down to Far East to get my belt. hence, we were late for our show. Smuggled our dinner (subway) into the theatre. My biatch can't stop whinning on how heavy her bag was. Just for awhile so geygao meh ?!?! boohoo~ She is being bias. Whenever I suggested late dinner or supper she'll make a fuss. Should I hate her or love her. Haa!

many many conflict i don't like. i love peace.

tiring day

2008-06-04T02:00:00.009+08:00

my ex came over to pass me the remaining stuff that I've left at his place. told him to bring his niece along so I could play with her. and of cause to brighten up my day. most importantly, the focus will be on his niece and not me. felt safer this way. *gasp* he waited for me for an hour though. =x

what was he thinking man.. bring a toddler out with no milk and diapers. maybe she drank before leaving the house. but what if she shits how?! you tell me how?! i really no know how...

all set and ready to go

this notti little girl just can't wait to go gai gai

throwing her tantrum

at the playground

on the way to vivo

at the carpark. why bin cao cao ?

did a bit of shopping at Forever 21. saw a dress I kinda like. however, I forgo the idea of buying given the price is $43. tmd. I rather purchase it online. the workmanship isn't that perfect afterall.

retrobaby

settled at Carls Junior for dinner. baby needs to eat something too. damn kelian la she. no water no milk. blame her uncle not me. all she knows is 'bao bao'. -.-" my hands were shivering after carrying her around. I can't even hold my camera nor press the shutter button without trembling.

whats taking so longg..?

gimme my food or i'll show you my flying kick!

i surrender. im stuck.

guess what im drinking. =)

my dinner

hey! I caught you stealing food.

my oh-so-fuking-big double bacon western cheeseburger

hello? jie jie bring you out still sulk..

craving for some icecream so I suggested ben & jerry. was wondering why he did not ask to go outside after dinner so I casually asked 'you want to go outside first ?'. then he told me he left his cigarettes in van. ORBI GOOD!! actually I saw but I thought that was spare so din bother telling him. aiya, few hours no smoke won't die. he is back to heavy smoking indeed. erm.. like i care ? he wanna smoke then... suit him.

dessert at ben & jerry. brownie with cheesecake brownie icecream. the icecream have this sourish taste not to my liking.

greedy me

so fattening

anything drinkable she prolly think it was milk

i like this pic

she played the whole night. happily slept her way through on my way home.

soundly asleep even when I shifted her from my lap to the seat.
I wish I could be like her.

he made a request which I think was ridiculous so i didn't agree to it =) stop history from repeating. i don't want to go round in circles.

time for me to sleep. tmr, the workers are coming to change all the room doors at 11+. omg~! not enough sleep for me again.

troubled.lost.unhappy

2008-06-02T14:52:00.010+08:00

janey want things to be simple
janey hate arguements
janey wants her honeymoon
janey does not know a NO will turn things complicated
janey felt that if you love her, you shouldn't be angry over trivial matters
janey hates being malign again and again

for that moment.....
janey is hurt
janey does not feel loved
janey felt taken for granted
janey is heart-broken once again

if you were an option in my heart then I was just a passerby in your life.
if there is no mutual Trust, there is no Love.
if everything was just a dream, god.. pls wake me up.

missing him

just another day

2008-05-31T13:23:00.003+08:00

my phone was finally ready after 1 month of servicing! thankfully its only $48.30.

(p.s. sorry jeanne. didn't call you up. was with my friend and everything was kinda rush. promise to meet u some other day alright ? )

my chauffeur for the day

he look so cool when its dark.

yes its me again.

we were caught in a massive jam for at least half an hour along PIE because according to him one lane was blocked. din notice cos was bz taking photos. lalala~

my hobby is to take pictures

policeman but is a road idiot.

still in a jam

was getting dark when we reached century square. you must be wondering why the hell i travel all the way to tampines to get my phone repair huh ? cut the long story short. cause my ex lives there.

went to the cobbler after retrieving my phone to get my heels repaired.

whats with the hand in the chest. damn gay la!

had dinner at sakae sushi.

chawanmushi

his kimchi ramen

my chicken curry udon

he sent me home to take my stuff and get change then sent me to meet my silly boi. totally no complains from him. only complain from him was the express way made him sleepy. ^^6 sorry if i made you late for your appointment with your gf. =x

sista forever!! this guy wants me to give him a 200$ red packet on his birthday. -_-"

headed down to stjames. wasn't a happy night thou. no comments. tata~

i love my friends

2008-05-30T03:19:00.015+08:00

celebrated darling lihwen's birthday at chinatown and clarke quay. was pouring heavily in the afternoon but still I went for haircut and treatment then home and out again. the assistant who washed my hair did not cut her nails and I could feel her scratching on my scalp! screw her!! hate taking cab during peak hours la. damn fuking lots of car. and taxi drivers like to follow a vehicle/lane that isn't moving while the rest of the lane are going smoothly.

anyway, manage to reach there before the other girls. late but at least im not the last! =x had dinner at our usual korean restaurant.

birthday girl

the side dishes that was supposedly refillable..

but but but... after the 2nd round, the waitress was a little pissed cause the moment she served we finished everything. she must be thinking we're some typical kiasu singaporean. so after the 3rd, she told us there's an additional charge for more than 2 refills. whatever~!

alright. im hungry now.

waitress serving the ginseng soup

shes a glutton :x

loved them

finally someone smiled happier than me. miche, can u ? =x

happy birthday darling~ may your Mr. Right appear soon. else, consider Ken. =)

birthday song in korean. pardon the pronounciation.

birthday kiss for the birthday girl

since primary... bff! muacks!

this picture made us stood there and smile like an idiot for good 30secs. or even more. the waitress is a damn noob. kept adjusting the angle. up down left right. we're already all in and ready. just press the shutter button isn't that difficult. if you do not know how to take picture we can always ask someone else. 2 shots and it took her 1,2 mins to take. omg~!

the cake is kinda dry. nt so nice but is the thoughts that counts. =p

janeybaby n clarice

cherry time!

why my eyes look so small.. :( zijia look as thou she's doing some cherry advertisement.

im curious what is it.

its a leather jewel case

this is stupid. haha! i told her to pause for mi to snap while she unwraps.

badge with the word 'dai ka zei' in cantonese

birthday girl wants her alcohol else it isn't considered a celebration huh ? stroll down to clarke quay. chilled at Pump room. waited for the liveband.

give her a flaming lambo.. she's bored

sitted at the dance floor.

lihwen is so sian w/o her alcohol

cheer up man!

im the only perfect one in the picture.

the liveband was good. dance floor was crowded with caucasians and filipinos. dancing in flip flops is so shiok but once your feet got stepped by high heels is no joke! yes im one of the victim. one small blister on each feet. sobs! left at 1am. clarice bf sent us home as usual. always our chauffeur when we're out. haha! thank you!

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met up with my biatch the next day. she had her nails pampered all thanks to me! did her manicure and painted some shocking color that's similar to her bag. -.- was trying my luck if there's any slots available. but sadly, no.

dinner at NYDC.

can't make up my mind what to eat

while waiting...

my meatball spaghetti

her meatball oven-baked pasta

imma cheese lover! pasta without cheez is not pasta

attitude problem

stop flirting

delicious! one plate is never enough.

did abit of shopping. only bought my Paul & Joe foundation that cost me $67! expensive la! decided to head home since we have no plans for late night. with no ezlink and coins, i fuking throw a $2 note for a $1.60 bus ride.

end of story. bye!

confused

2008-05-27T10:02:00.008+08:00

i guess everything started too fast for us to absorb. for us to explain. somehow i feel that we don't seem to be an item. we don't know each other. we're always walking on our own. he's always ahead of me. we don't ask about each other's stuff. we do what we deem fit. and i'll start asking myself.. what are we?

he didn't probe about anything so I feel I shouldn't too in case he doesn't like? what actually upset me was he actually thought I did everything out of pity after what happened. then am I suppose to say he did it out of boredom and I happen to come by so he picked me? i really don't know!! I only know he doesn't trust me. no confidence n he thinks im here to hurt him. he sounded like im out to toy his feelings. -.- perhaps in his eyes, im just one of those who doesn't treat relationship seriously. what can i say.......

sometimes I wish he could have ask me rather than play all these mind games. and doubt me for everything. maybe we both lost hope. im lost for words. sigh!

a simple day

2008-05-24T03:06:00.005+08:00

wasn't a long day for us yesterday. both of us were tired. especially him. due to some unforseen circumstances, he woke up darn early. shall not elaborate his stupidity act. Oopss! hahaha!! visited his friend in NUH. he was conscious and able to move his arms and react to anyone talking to him. everything seems well cept that he has got difficulty in breathing. doctor say to give him more time and he'll be fine. I could feel that he was depressed after seeing his friend suffering in pain. Im not good at consoling, all I could do was to give him a hug. :)

off we went to westmall for Sushi and movie. he knows i love sushi so he brought me to eat. so nice huh! =p caught 'Drillbit Taylor' then home sweet home.

some pics taken using my lao pok fone

i smiled because of u. wad bout u ?

ni zai xiang wo ma ?

the necklace i love. =)

my trademark. hw can i leave this out. ^^v

adios!

im back~

2008-05-23T02:19:00.004+08:00

everyone must be wondering what have i been up to lately huh ?? im fine and doing good!! =) i seriously think that its meaningless and boring to blog w/o pics. blame my hp don't blame me! i felt so handicap w/o my camera fone around.

(called nokia care the other day. the answer i got was to wait another 48hrs. i waited for 3 damn weeks already still ask me to wait! now i think nokia sucks. n73 has been giving hell lots of problem. but still, i have to get it repair before i can sell it or wadsoever i wanna do with the phone. dammit la!! pls don't chop me!!)

was out with him most of the time. pub. ktv. movie. eat. u name it. all the late nights. lei si wo! =x then again, its worth it! went with him to the workshop and accompanied him while he did his tattoo. waaakaoo... ben xiao jie nv wait for someone for 4 hours plus lo. NEVER!! worse still, the tattoo artist was a hardcore trance listener. he says trance keeps him motivated so he can do a beautiful job. aww mann.. i really feel like telling him to play one disc of r&b lor. i can't watch tv i can't listen to songs. torturing sia!!! had dinner at da chang jin then off to his house together with his frens and watched dvd. he knocked out shortly after the show started.. i was 2nd! hahaha! he drained of his energy tolerating the pain while i drained off mine waiting for him! -.-

before

after. sibei cui~

i only sat his car 4 times. poor car. most importantly he is alright. safe and sound. however, i know as long as his friend not fully conscious he'll still feel remorseful. latest news from him was that his friend was subconscious and showing improvement and might be transferring to normal ward soon. =) im happy for him!! after so many days, he finally showed great improvement. i wish him speedy recovery! jia you wor! anyway, i'll be accompanying him to the hospital to visit his fren later if he's going. so its bedtime. goodnite!!

no strings attached

2008-05-18T23:07:00.002+08:00

everything officially ended on 17 May 2008.
u can hate me for being heartless.
i just don't want you to pin any hopes on it anymore.
the actions you used to threaten me made me changed the way i look at you.
and i know you too changed your point of view about me of being a cold-blooded, heartless person.
you just have to a accept the fact that I've already left you.
nothing's gonna change this.
if you want to ruin your life or fool around its totally non of my concern.
so long~

short one

2008-05-16T18:21:00.003+08:00

accompanied a friend for more than a day after the accident. what are fren's for ? he's still feeling traumatized over what happened. and worried about his friend's condition. apparently, NUH sucks big time! one Xray can't even tell what's the cause of his internal bleeding. -.-" gotta xray a 2nd time. OMG~

been losing my appetite lately. the last i weigh myself i was less than 40kg! is it me or is it my body ?!?! i swear i had my meals everyday. or m i sick ? m i ?? :(

why don't he understand where the problems lie.
he is drving me nuts.
waiting under my house assuming i'll be home.
spot checking on me.
using emotional blackmail on me.
doing things that made me very annoyed.
he knows i will not be harsh on him.
i dowana see him cause i dowan to be soft-hearted.
im vex vex vex.
i wish he can give me some peace.

sighh

2008-05-14T17:59:00.003+08:00

life is so unpredictable.

god's in control of everything.

you won't know what's gonna happen the next second.

treasure it.

thank god he is fine!

tired!

2008-05-13T17:20:00.004+08:00

went bishan for prawning at 3+am. that was my 1st time. guess how many we caught ? 4 pathetic ones in 2 hours!! just enough for the 4 or us. -.-" OMG~ i can't believe we were so freaking unlucky! damn it man!! in the end, we didn't even bother to bbq the prawns. so paisey la!! duh~ we left with an empty stomach at 6am. however, someone suggested Mac breakfast and there i was at west coast mac again! i was there Friday, Sunday and Monday! aarrgghhhh~~!! i was over hungry till i don't have the appetite actually. i took 15-20mins eating 1 hash brown. for that moment, food that goes into my mouth was bland and tasted horrible that makes me wanna puke. im practically forcing it down my throat. didn't know he was such a big eater thou. he had big breakfast meal and an additional filet-o-fish!!

KO-ed at 9+am while smsing. waiting for the other party to reply smses is another form of medicine that will put me to sleep. haa!

adios.

ps. no pics for the time being cos i haven get my hp back. yes! that long~ nokia is not doing their job. bloody hell!

the gift

2008-05-12T15:19:00.002+08:00

shortly after he touched down, he came over to pass me the gift he bought. then, off we went for supper together with his friends. they really try very hard to think of something out of nothing after supper-ing. what is there to do on a Sunday night huh ? for them is either Dota, rounding, drink or slack at kopitiam. Me ? I prolly msn-ing at home if he didn't ask me along. haa! ended our night at 3am.

cute & pretty necklace from him :)

its tinkerbell!

thanks alot! i love it!! =p

hangout with andy

2008-05-09T15:58:00.014+08:00

i drained off all my energy the past two days. insufficient sleep everynight. sleeping at 5, 6, 7am everyday is no joke lor. the most i slept was 4-5 hours only. OMG~ im dying! can hardly open my eyes. i feel my eyelids getting heavier and heavier whenever im outside. gosh~! alas... im staying home today to recuperate!! hence, taking some time to blog.

you guys thought i went mambo on weds ? nah ah ah.. clubbing has been shelved once again!! oh well, doesn't matter. i still enjoyed my night. was planning to catch the show 'What Happens In Vegas' with Andy at vivo but seats were already filled out when i wanted to book. Then, he tried to psycho me to Zouk but since I have no intention of going, i dressed down. at least to prevent me from going! hee.. so what i've already clubbed in shorts, polo and slippers ? that doesn't mean Zouk allow such sloppy dress code ya ? if u've tried pls lemme know. :)

no more timings at vivo. no clubbing. nevermind. lets satisfy our famished stomachs first.

Dindin at Sushi Tei.

i know you missed me!

his yakitori don

my beef udon

camera shy meh ?
this guy has lotsa gers photo in his hp. looking for one ? call him.. im in the list too..but sry im nt available. :P

off we went to cineleisure. 12am show was already sold out by the time we reached. next was 2am. -.-" so we decided to check out The Cathay. no midnight shows. i checked the reviews about 'What Happens In Vegas' but it seems to be a so-so romance comedy. why is it selling like hotcakes?!?! hmmm... guess because its the 1st day of screening. and when there's nothing to do, catching a show is better than slacking in some kopitiam with those uncles. thats what typical singaporean enjoy doing. definitely not me!! another two romance comedy coming up... 'Made of Honour' & 'Drillbit Taylor'. *hint hint*

last resort, KTV! its been a year plus since i went ktv. i was darn ONZ la of cos! =p so nice of him to call his friend down to accompany me to sing cos he doesn't wanto sing. if he doesn't call someone, i'll be singing 4hours straight ALONE!! anyway, his friend can really sing!! *applause*

using his hp to check timings at The Cathay

i hogged the mike and control. u have a problem with that ?

wo huai nian

me n him

hello Mr Rooster!

his extension

i can't stop singing

a 20secs clip of me. i know i sang terribly!
erm make a guess what song im singing? haha!

left for home at 3am. he is so not gentleman la!! wanna fight with me on who's alighting first. he even asked the driver 'batok or jurong nearer' !!!! i purposely blog this to tell everyone he's nt a gentleman! lalala...

shortly after i board the cab, another friend of mine asked me out for supper. for drinks la to be exact. why didn't he msg me earlier so i don't have ta take cab. *humph* anyhow, since he was flying off to hongkong the next day so i treat it as a jian xing for him. see.. im so nice. hohoho~

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after sleeping for 5hours he asked me out for movie. was trying to make my point that im tired but he insisted. Fine! i literally dragged myself out. Watched 'Speed Racer'. bored till i almost fell aslp. no excitement at all! very borderline movie. you can give it a miss. only thing that kept me awake was Rain aka Taejo!! thou he's kinda extra but he's still cute with those slit eyes. hee..

due to some reason, i spent $28.5o on cab fare!!! man...i duno hw i tolerated all these shiat!!! i dun see how worried a guy can be when he actually allow a ger to loiter for more than half an hour in an unfamiliar area at 2am. i really don't!!

damn n73

2008-05-07T02:15:00.004+08:00

made an enquiry with nokia care regarding my phone. oh... so no network = BIG problem. many actually assured me it was minor. -.- since nokia care can't handle such difficulty, it has been sent over to the headquarters for the more professional mechanic to do the job. LOUZY!!! i've alwaz handled my phone with care. had it landed hard on the floor say maybe twice ? or thrice ? and why doesn't it spoil when all these accidents happened! it gotta be now when my warranty is up!! BIG problem does it mean MORE $$ ?!?! please tell me NO!

saturday with my biatch

2008-05-04T18:00:00.007+08:00

where were you on a saturday night ? ? dancing in some club till you're hot and wet(eh i mean perspiring) ? ? well, our plan to club postponed since no one was free. my body itching for some club music. im addicted once again. Anyway, dragged myself out of the house eventhough i was feeling lazy and tired. whenever i think about preparing, think about what clothes to wear.. i'll just feel like staying home. then again, im motivated by the fun that's coming my way. haa! still...i gotta thank my biatch for accompanying me. she's my only ger friend who loves hanging out late in the night, who loves to club and definitely loves taking pictures non-stop like i do. =p she can even call me out at 1, 2 am for supper. Supper means eating but she don't even eat!

dinner at Xin Wang Hongkong Cafe. or was it considered supper already since it was 10+ when i reached. =x

her friend

his fried rice and pork floss. he intro-ed me the noodle version of his. ty leh!

my spicy minced pork noodle.
why can't hk cafe break the veges apart. i have difficulty chewing it off! qi si wo le!

so guai lan

larling.. yr eyes bian xiao le.. LOL ?

after browsing through the list of clubs/pubs from the magazines...loof, dempsey, walawala will all be packed. final decision...Clarke Quay. plenty of choices. and because her friend was in sandals so we have to find somewhere that doesn't require proper dress code. and so we decided on.....

if u frequent clarke quay, u should know where this is.

kandi bar. why nt mos? :(

i duno if i should blame the camera or the photog..

the non-alcohol one is mine. as usual.
each of thm took 1 jug cough syrup. but miche was already drunk.. ok tipsy before she finished.

its just illusion.

i can multi-task~ peace!

sucha big basket but only 10 pathetic calamari rings!

are u digging your nose ? where's your etiquette..

yo yo yo!

pardon her retard pose. she's drunk.

GOod Morning Teacher!

im thinking of.....

somebody spoilt my night somehow.
mambo on weds anyone ? come come don't be shy..

boring friday

2008-05-02T23:39:00.009+08:00

Listening to Class95 playing 'Tommy Page - A Shoulder To Cry On'. one of my favourite. who wanna be that shoulder for me to cry on ? felt lonely at times. i won't deny he still appear in my mind. but its the decision i've made. the route i chose. unhappy days are over. or has it even started ? m i really enjoying single life ? i wonder...

yes i know its a friday and i shouldn't be home rotting. but no programmes seems to interest me, so i declined both Double O and Boat Quay. oh, did I mentioned my phone spoilt ? sent it for servicing on tuesday and it's not even ready for collection. wad the hell!! hopefully, everything is ok if not it'll be darn expensive. using another phone for the time being. the bad point about this fone is they did not provide cable! sucha hassle when i wanna transfer ringtones from my computer!!

did a bit of catching up with good friends. went anchorpoint for dinner. another friend of mine text me and told me he doesn't even know where anchorpoint is. OMG~ HaHaHa!! :x ok back to topic. we were indecisive on what to eat. selecting from jap to hkcafe to steak to pasta. -.- So, since we standing outside TCC, that's our choice!

call her ms helpful janey

my belated pressie from lihwen, zijia and jieyi. thanks babe! :)

trying to show off my new earrings but failed!

ok! this is how it looks like. so sweet~ ty darlings~

see how happy lihwen is. cos she recovered from a severe diarrhea. FYI, all 3 of us had diarrhea. must be due to that oyster! val's one was minor. im 2nd. on that very day when my diarrhea stopped, i had roti prata for supper. doc even reminded me not to have milk or oily fried food. just plain porridge. next moment, her words fall on deaf ears. thanks to someone!! so insensitive so unconcerned.

healthy and kicking *bleah*

guess which is mine ?

Iced Passion Fruit Tea and Azuki Freeze

my Mocha Villa

its yummilious! better than coffee bean in my opinion. not too bitter not too sweet. just right for my fussy tastebud. hee..

horrible! terrible! disgusting! mixture: redbean + soymilk

pouting ova her drk

mushroom soup we shared

seafood aglio olio

Triple C. taste like satay chicken. something worth trying.

dark devotion. its actually warm chocolate cake. too small for 3. only enuff for 1. i requested them to order another one. LOL! was recommended by one ahneh waiter. he kept creating small talks with us. he told us to come back the nxt day cos he'll be there. *rolls eye* he's just black short ugly like those bangalas I see everywhere.

window shop thn off to ikea

that girl can't wait to be housewife. haha! =x
she's gonna be the Queen of the house when her family leave for Malaysia.

ello lady boss!

our chauffeur

can someone tell me what is there to do in the west after 10pm ? ? somewhere we can sit & chill. i can only think of Holland V. where all the shops operate till kinda late. at least till 12am. went coffee bean for drinks and salad.

ceasar salad with salmon

happy us

i kept yawning non-stop. call it a day at 1130pm.

happening weekend i long for.. :)

2008-04-28T03:44:00.014+08:00

Today is a very SUAY day for me la! Diarrhea 5 times. stomach still churning away now. bloody hell!! i ate what everyone else ate but im the only one having runs. WHY?!?! another thing.. my handphone spoilt!! totally no reception at all. i've got no spare phone either! now im unreachable uncontactable!! for christsake can sumoone tell me what is wrong?!?! down on luck or wad ?!

well well well....lemme talk about sth happy.

Friday

a night with no plans. dress down. turned out unexpectedly fun!! the usual two became four. received a sms from zw. a rare one. thought he long forgotten me but on that very day after his last paper he texted me to check if im free. hohoho.. he shall be forgiven then. :) settled ourselves(miche n i) in Coffee club while waiting for the guys. which coffee club u might wanna ask.. holland village. YES!! HOLLAND VILLAGE AGAIN!! thanks to my biatch. Three consecutive fridays im at Holland Village. duncha roll your eyes at me ! ! ! the boys reach an hour plus or so when im almost done with my dessert.

cheezzz!

my fruity tiramisu

her chocolate delice

potato wedges with salsa and sour cream

i love strawberries

shawn's garlic prawn pasta

zw's blackforest drink

me and zw

SIA steward and her

nothing much we could do in Holland. so we sua to Clarke Quay wanting to try our luck at MOS. what i meant by try our luck ? scroll down to find out.

im thrilled!

hey dude!

she's notti. but i still love her

its boogie timee~!

who can resist us

welcome to Singlehood!

we totally din expect clubs allow shorts and slippers. the guys assured us we can da yao da bai walk in. yes indeed. haha! nonetheless, this bouncer gave me free membership. pretty girls always have such benefits. dun be jealous. hehe! he better not punk me!

'nicely' dressed for MOS
at a glance, we're the only ones in shorts. whu cares man. we already stepped in.

fall-in!

what's the fight about ? its just vodka redbull.

lets party!!

she just want all to herself

the crowd.

the red ones are the drunk ones.

left or right ? u pick one

are u feeling very 'xin fu' ?

i also have. =)

eh! people dowan don't force la!

the night is still young. wake up!

gloating over his drunken state *hiakhiak*

again..

in the end. i chose u.

partner of the night. who's next ? =p

lights up at 5am. im beginning to love clubbing again!! no restrictions. woohoo~! more to come. i hope. :) we proceeded for some Mac breakfast after being con by miche on how great McGriddles were.

waiting to be served.

bitch! do u know what is gui lian ?!

game for more

a 'tum jia' me

so 'hiao' meh ? nw u know why they took so long to meet up with us.

McGriddles isn't that fantastic afterall. its soggy due to the maple syrup. i got sick of it after a few mouth and so pass it over to zw. ^o^ i still prefer the original.

got home at 7plus. KO-ed at 8am. tired.

Saturday

Dinner at Alexandra Road. Fried oyster, white carrot cake and fish soup shared among the three of us. Off we went to Gillman Village to satisfy lihwen's craving for alcohol. They loved the environment like I do.

on our way

i forgot the name for this drink

my cafe latte

me me me

val with her Mai Tai

she nids alcohol for her brain to function properly.

trying hard to get a best shot

breaded prawn fritters

the bar behind us

are u getting sick of seeing me ?

val and i

the greenery sets the mood

lousy photog = the waiter

so cozy here. we wanted this area but there's a minimum expenses.

she's having Johnny Walker on the rock! *salutes*

esplanade

we continued our night at esplanade since we're not gonna drink anymore. its good to have a transport. go anywhere we want. more girls talk and drowning our sorrows to each other. a breezy and relaxing night. used to hang out here with him. not anymore. nevertheless, i still have my friends. love them to bits ! !

im completely worn out after 2 nights of insufficient sleep. i wonder how long my body gonna take it.

i can't sleep

2008-04-24T05:31:00.006+08:00

its 5:31am now. everyone should be having their sweet dreams, including me. i just can't. i haven had a good sleep eversince. tossing and turning the entire night. every night. im extremely tired. im looking shag and pale. I WANT MY BEAUTY SLEEP!! DAMMIT!! wheres tat happy janey gone to ?? i've no idea. sighh~

had dinner with lihwen and val last night at sunset way, Cafe D'Orient. so-so food. love the interior thou. i didn't know Sunset Way had newly-revamped last year. yes im slow la!! now its lined with restaurants offering International cuisines like Asian, Italian, New Zealand, American, Jap etc etc. so cool~! may consider there as my new hideout.

lihwen and val

her dunno wad chicken spaghetti

herbal chicken soup. pathetic small bowl for 4bucks!

triple pork porridge

they didn't charge us for services charge and gst. i dunno why. its not on the receipt. =S home sweet home after dinner. no pictures of myself cos i look horrible these few days. spare me for nw ok? since i couldn't sleep, have ta stay awake till 7plus before i officially visit my lala land. im getting uptight. yes i know. :(

p/s

thanks to those who accompanied me

thanks 4 those comforting words

thanks 4 being here whn i needed someone

thanks 4 lending a listening ear

thanks 4 all the concern

all in all...A BIG THANK YOU TO YOU ALL!!! BIG HUGGSS!!! MUACKSS!!

im sorry

2008-04-21T00:40:00.011+08:00

after weeks of cold treatment towards him, i concluded it.
because i know it doesn't feels good when someone you love totally ignored you.

i told myself...
i must be fair to him
its 4 years not 4 days
i shouldn't leave it hanging
salvage it or let it go
i won't cry
i can't be soft-hearted
i must think it through clearly
this ain't joking matter

once...
he made me believe in love
he made me who i am when im with him
he occupied my heart leaving no room for rivals
he saw the happy side of me
he saw the down side of me
he waited for me patiently
he drove me around
he gave in to me when i was unreasonable
he pacify me when we quarrelled
he hugged me when i cried
he kissed me because he love me

now...
he's upset because of me
he's deeply hurt because of me
he's disappointed because of me
he has given up on me

maybe one fine day... when all my emotions piled up i might break into tears
but now, i just don't wanna cry
not because i felt nothing
not because he meant nothing
not because im cold-blooded
not because im hard-hearted

simply because this is not the time to get emotional
i may be depressed but crying doesn't solve problems

nobody cannot live without somebody
everyone live for themselves not for others
breakups are just part of growing up
its not the end of the world

all i can say now is..... baby, im sorry.

Location: Holland V. Tango

2008-04-20T00:16:00.019+08:00

Settled at Tango since WalaWala was crowded. heard the liveband there was good. will check it out soon.

when a bunch of girls sit together, they start bitching and gossiping about anything under the sun. from the waiters to the people around us to boyfriends to matchmaking and the list goes on.

jieyi, i would love to know that dude. intro pls? =p

ms lihwen & janey

spaghetti carbonara

strawberry margarita

excuse me ?!

bottoms up!!

seafood spaghetti

piggish act

heat from the spotlight is making us hot & grumpy women. so, we shifted outside for dessert, snacks and more alcohol.

zijia & jieyi

that fork can't be eaten my dear

'Tangomisu' Tiramisu serve with vanilla and chocolate sauce
i love Tiramisuuuu.. sounds like 'dear i miss u'...rhymes huh. *drool*

its ours!! 1st cme 1st serve

cheesy balls with cranberry sauce

*smooch*

one for u

one for me

when i thought i was fine, the alcohol starts kicking in. my vision blurred. while asking for recommendations on red wine, this meanie evil waiter seeing me rest my head on the table must add 'she's sleeping already'. nt once, nt twice but a good 3,4 times ?!?! he must be gloating!! THANKS 4 ANNOUCING!!! -.-"" wads worse is i started texting pple i normally don't. sry if i've disturbed any of you. blame the alcohol nt me. =x

almost blackout whn i headed for the washroom but thank goodness i did not!! however, i couldn't control myself due to the dizziness and vomited in the gents since its individual toilet! it feels like im going to vomit my intestine out anytime. I NOE U'RE LUFFING AT ME!! LUFF FOR ALL I CARE!!! the last i drank and vomitted was 5-6yrs back ?! nevertheless, i felt better throwing up. *gasp* everything's stored in my stomach waiting to gush out frm my mouth!! that explains why i have nothing to pee. ewwwW!! anyhow, that leaves me with an empty stomach. vomitted out all my $$$!! holy shiat!!

that scottish waiter just have to tease me when his colleague was refilling my glass with ice water. 'she's having warm water and you gave her this'.. erm.. must i say thank q ?!?! he's just too friendly.

ice water for me..hee.

wine connoisseur

cheers to our friendship :)

im still awake!!

so fierce meh ?

we don't bite

the scottish guy that zijia have been eyeing all night ^^ notti notti
he had a date with her by saying 'see you next wk' woots!

time to go home

moral of the story; stay away frm alcohol ms janey

before i end my day

2008-04-18T04:37:00.014+08:00

just had my bath awhile ago. feeling so refreshed so i decided to upload some pictures to blog before i turn in.

done with my make up

am ready. r u ?

Movie at Cineleisure followed by supper. wads new ?! the theatre was so cold that it gave me headache. FYI, i was in shorts and spag. no one to keep me warm. he was planning to have movie marathon tonight but too bad no big hits. i shld be thankful there isn't. else im gonna brain freeze.

smoke break

been supper-ing lately.. im feeling so unhealthy and fat! :( n bcos i didn't have my dinner so i don't have a choice cos im extremely hungry. n damn this guy didn't tell me he drove, made me crack my head thinking where can we have supper in town. aarrgghhh!! frankly speaking, i have no idea cos i don't supper in town. worse cme to worse.. go home with an empty stomach. a hungry me.

i suggested dimsum so we headed down to Swee Choon Dim Sum at Jalan Besar. my 1st time. we ordered siew mai(passable), ha kao(nt bad), feng zua(so-so), xiao long bao(gd), chicken wing with egg(salty), chee cheong fan(messy outlook, chilli all ova e plate), mee sua kueh(sth new), some 'crispy prata skin'(i duno wad they call it but nice) and barley drk(bland. i can do a betta job). all add up to $17.20. bad service thou. they simply throw the plates on the table when they served us the food. -.-"" im so bloated now.

accompanied him for awhile at my hse carpark before i go home.

fat legs!

pardon my oily face! *hides* unglam but so ??

his predictions came true. its pouring outside now indeed. ^o^

bedtime!!

the notti girl

2008-04-17T16:24:00.006+08:00

some overdue photos in my fone. this little girl is prone to injuries. everytime i see her, she'll be wounded. -.-"

i noe kungfu

im gonna lock it up

throwing tantrum

wheres my key?!

emotional blackmail

who say kids cant drive

due for servicing

blinded

am i sexy ?

ey... dun block me..

nt ready ?

a decent one :)

duncha mess wif me

she brightens up my day. for some reason i seldom see her nowadays, she remembers me thou. she loves to stick with me whenever im around. cause i'll spend time to play with her. even her grandma says so. im so lovable who doesn't love me hah ? who doesn't ? =p

tell me u miss me

2008-04-16T16:46:00.015+08:00

Movie at Vivo. Then supper.

Street Kings

This action pack definitely worth the catch. Couple of twist and turn.

So, what r u waiting for ?

p.s. plenty of shows i wanna watch: the forbidden kingdom, doomsday, iron man, speed racer, made of honour, nim's island, the incredible hulk, prom night.
wanna date me ? =p

The photos depict where i went that night. did u guess it correctly ??

*smiles*

dinner cum supper

can i admire u a little longer ?

chubby cheeks!

whatcha lookin at ?

missing you...

whu cares ?

i want that GIGANTIC McGriddles

lemme introduce my new boyfriend..Mr Ronald :)

dun envy him ^o^

merry-go-round
wanna ride the pony with me ?

kawaii.. catch one 4 me pls ?

trying hard

simplicity

UFO ?

i wish you were here :(

finally get to eat Gelare waffle after 123456789 days.

doesn't look appealling does it ? but taste heavenly~!!!

home sweet home.

byebye

a quickie one

2008-04-13T23:57:00.013+08:00

Before I start my night with SYT or so she call herself, these group of 'xiaobengs' stalk me from behind. I swear I didn't see them! They just appear from no where. Apparently, they don't live here. A very standard way of getting a girl's number. One of them 'hello' for a couple of times before I acknowledge. '我朋友要认识你' im like your friend want my number yet don't have the guts to ask? or was he just using his friend as an excuse? -.-"" i ain't no xiaomeimei alright ?! I will just treat it as a compliment that I still look young. =p

The irony thing is... both resembles my ex and current bf. one in terms of gesture another in terms of dressing and hair from afar. awww mann... gimme a break~~ talking about bf dampen my mood.. nuff said!

Last night's hideout: Holland V. Swensens. A little catch up with miche.

mickey mouse

pink disney princess...
miche if u're waiting.. i haven unwrap it.

my new top..ty!

mega burger.. really HUGE for a small eater like me..

her Sourdough 49ers beef

sweeties

*licks*

stomache ?

emo in action

why is sumone cming inbtw us ? no no!

wassup?! i noe im pretty. enuff ?

my silly face ^^v

desserts are love. is it on u ?

breakfast at 7am anyone ?

mango madness.. boring.. but my only choice

you want some ?

so happy?

cab home after 2.

love me. waiting for you..
goodnight!

sighh

2008-04-11T16:24:00.003+08:00

having sleepless nights. why am i feeling so emo.. arghhh!

someone please bring me out for a spin! :(

a sad dream

2008-04-10T17:31:00.010+08:00

dramatic but heartbreaking. still vivid in my head.

"about me and him. we were in some sort like a shopping mall where I initiated the break. he held my arm tightly from behind telling me not to leave, my tears started to flow uncontrollably. there was background music playing as well. that adds up the atmosphere. he pulled me somewhere where he was trying to create a heart for me. i just told him to stop everything. i ran away. after awhile his friend came to look for me and told me he's in trouble. he was running a temperature but he wanted to complete the heart for me. seeing him in such a state my emotions surfaced again. i told him to stop and wanted to bring him to the doctor but he ignored. he just want to finish what he was doing. it breaks my heart seeing him so persistent. can't remember what happen in between then the ambulance came. i think he was too weak already. when he was carried up the ambulance on a stretcher, i told him i'll be here.. i'll be here.. i didn't follow the ambulance. his friend confronted me telling me how much he love me and why i have the heart to hurt him so bad. asked me to give him another chance. "

then, i woke up with teary eyes. there is no outcome to this dream.

its a dream but it seems so real. is it a sign ? im feeling so upset now!

Hurt So Bad by Zhang Jing Xuan

哭了　才發現自己真的受傷了
你曾對我說你永遠是我的
為了愛情我把自己的幸福都忘了
你快樂　我就快樂

＊也許　是我們彼此都太年輕了
　總是特別容易沉溺在愛情裡
　每當我再次看到身邊美麗的花火
　你已離開我　我還是想對你說

baby I love you so much
你走了我的心在淌血
baby you hurt me so bad
想要你回到我的世界
baby I love you so much
你給我的諾言已經瓦解
baby you hurt me so bad
只要我們都愛著　無論多苦都值得
說好的　你怎麼忘記了＊

REPEAT＊

p.s. the background music that was playing in my dream

what a day..

2008-04-09T17:52:00.006+08:00

Cramps are making me weak, moody and losing my appetite. I hate cramps!! Hate popping pills too! Without the painkillers, I probably fainted. Add the scorching sun in, that leaves you an easily agitated person. =/

p.s. i made him upset yesterday. guilty.

a pleasant night

2008-04-08T03:36:00.008+08:00

Was out in town earlier. Thanks for the movie and pasta treats. =p

Caught this movie at Cineleisure.

Rate 6/10. cause it made me jumped in one scene.

While doing his latest piece, cynical American travel writer Pete McKell (Michael Vartan) joins a group of tourists on a river cruise in the Australian Outback. His personality immediately clashes with feisty female tour captain Kate Ryan (Radha Mitchell), who regards him with a fair amount of disdain. As their uneventful cruise winds to a close, Kate is reluctantly persuaded to venture out into unexplored territory. The detour leads to a discovery of a secluded lake, but it also leads to disaster when something strikes the boat from below, causing it to start sinking. Kate is forced to evacuate everyone on a tiny mud island. As darkness approaches, so does the tide, and the group realizes that the dry bit of land provides only a temporary refuge. True panic strikes when everyone discovers that they are actually in the heart of a terrifying, man-eating crocodile’s lair. Pete and Kate find themselves working together and motivating the group to attempt a daring escape.

With regard to my previous post, now I know why he need to get changed. Cause he was in shorts after his 1st day of reservist. Cool~ but why on earth ask me to meet at 6pm when he end at 6pm. *rolls eye*

the mysterious guy

while waiting...

2008-04-07T18:22:00.005+08:00

was suppose to meet a friend of mine like now...? but he snooked me by saying he gotta go home change first so time postponed to 2hours later.. so vain meh ? He think he going for matchmake or wad ? beats me... -.-"

Anyway, was looking through the previous entries during my poly days.. OMG! The photos scare the shit outta me..! I didn't know I was that fat then. My face is so so so round like 'hum ji pang'! Alright, forget about the past and talk about present. I'm so contented with myself now. I lost like 10 kg ? Those who have not seen me for ages said I slim down alot. That's just what I've been wanting to hear. Im overjoyed!! =p

birthday present

2008-04-06T16:45:00.006+08:00

the gift from him

I used to anticipate receiving gifts from him, used to feel elated upon receiving them. But somehow, I don't feel the same way anymore. Perhaps he made the change in me after all these years. Been struggling for weeks. I just did not want to contact him cause I've got nothing to say to him, did not want to spend the night with him cause feelings not right, did not bother about the relationship cause I wanna run away from reality, did not want to know what has he been up to cause I simply can't be bothered.... I just felt it is more of a companionship during his off days than a couple spending time together. I don't yearn to see him. I can't explain why either. I used to feel something's missing whenever he's not around and I always hope his off day come in the blink of an eye. but now.....? When I was out with him, I have the tendency of saying 'lets call it a day and go home'.

Maybe I come to accept the fact that he isn't the one ?

Maybe I have to admit that we can only be together as boyfriend/girlfriend instead of husband and wife ?

This is so dead so bored and no life. Everything seems good to him but not to me. No arguements doesn't mean everything is fine. This isn't love. Yes, both parties must be responsible in building strong relationship. If it fails, both parties are at fault. However, im really tired.

a quick update

2008-03-31T16:15:00.030+08:00

29th March '08

Met up with my polymates. andrew, neo, jiajie and irvin. Andrew came to pick me. He lost his way but at least he managed to get to my house in an hour. No wonder he gotta leave his house so early. =x went to hougang Xin Wang Hongkong Restaurant for my dinner and supper. 12hours between my lunch and dinner/supper. Was starving like nobodies business. they say im left with skin and bones. -.-"" damn exaggerating! im just back to how heavy I was during secondary days. big deal?! hmm...maybe haven met them for a year they're not used to me being skinny. ^o^ they were practically talking about their army days through out the night. while im only interested in the food as I was freaking hungry. it was great catching up with them thou. especially Andrew. miss him so muchie~ =p

pardon me. no pics of the rest. just me n him. =p

at the restaurant with lousy lightings!

my trademark! ^^v

couple ? nah ah ah..

mr policeman is an auntie killer

doraemon is cuter

i munna eat chew *bites*

20th & 21st March '08

Marina Square. dinner & movie.

Orchard. Shopping.

two years of unhappy birthday. i guess everything has changed. i don't seem to find happiness in it anymore. Or is it just me ? no idea. I just felt miserable.

4th March '08

went vivo city to get his modem changed. I suggested Dian Xiao Er. Recommended by miche soo. =) the set consist of 3 dishes 1 soup. herbal duck, spinach with century egg, fish and fen ge soup. all my fav!! a tad too much for 2pax though. I'll definitely go back again.

1st March '08

supper at Holland Village Essential Brew. the 1st thing that catches my eye is the Brownie with ice-cream when the waiter dished out. my sinful indulgence!

Atmosphere was quite good before two bitches walked in and sat right next to us. -.- we were totally turned off by how the fat girl tried all kinds of ways to attract the waiter's attention. somehow its pretty obvious he doesn't seem interested in her at all. not forgetting she thinks with her ass not her brain by asking question like 'why are u wrking on saturday?'.. cmon!!

my baby

baby was a wee bit healthier cos she had tea instead. ^o^

softshell crab that is oily and not crispy! failed!!!

this is so sinful. but i loveee it~

two pathetic human rot through the night outside cold storage not knowing where to go. can u believe it ?!

25th Feb '08

attended his company's dinner & dance at Merchant Court. Buffet style. The crab and man tou are so so so tempting but I only had mantou dip in crab sauce cause i didn't wanto dirty my hands.(im hungry nw!) sashimi wasn't fresh. salmon not orangey enuff! lotsa lucky draw give away but too bad he is not eligible. strolled down to clarke quay. sat by the river and people watched. that ended our night.

16th Feb '08

Meetup session with primary schoolmates. Steamboat for lunch over at ZW's. His mom prepared lotsa food for us. So nice of her! but lunching together with other fairsians feels kinda awkward thou. least not alone.

she bought oreo ice to cool down her frustration due to hunger.

janey baby~ :)

say cheez..

she's alwas so happy when she have food in her hand. greedy ger! =x

4 pretty ladies since primary.

we're both in the LQ categories. i think she beat me hands down. she can have the title. hee..

besties

forget bout the extra behind..

makan! we were all famished at 2plus. *faint*

mahjong session. lost a few bucks.

those present

on our way to belly dance concert

janey nv stop taking pictures when she got hold of a camera.

trying hard to get everyone into the picture. finally a decent one. =p

crazy fellows

after the concert ended our next destination is food! went down to our all time favourite korean restaurant at chinatown.

the refillable side dishes

kai dong looo...

spicy chao nian gao. sauce is good!

some spicy chicken. not forgetting we had ginseng soup n bimbimba.

ended our day with satisfied stomachs. meet up soon gals. ;)

10th Feb '08

Chinese New Year visit at Zijia's. reached kinda late so they started mahjong-ing already. they played a few rounds and we left. cos the guys had another gathering elsewhere. went sakae sushi for dinner then back home.

18th Jan '08

Dinner at White Dog Cafe. Miche had salad. I had dory fish but the chef did not do a good job in mixing the sauce and I ended up eating salted fish for almost half the portion. else I'll rate it 7/10.

took the last train down to Clarke Quay. *snap snap* cam whoring wherever we are. was at pump room. the live band was quite good. when they were taking their break, the music kinda sucks so we headed down to hooters for some munchies.

24th Dec '07 Xmas Eve

Buffet Dinner at some restaurant I can't recall where. Movie at Marina Square then home sweet home.

31st Dec '07 New Years Eve

Brought pizza for his dinner. Waited patiently with excitement for the fireworks. he was bored while waiting. as usual. fireworks was magnificent! If only Singapore put up more fireworks. i think we watched AVP 2. lame show la.

past entries i forgot to post after uploading.. =x

2007-11-01T17:10:00.006+08:00

back for some 'serious business'.. i know my blog is so dead for months. so here I am to revive it.. plenty of pictures but i dread uploading them!

the pictures will do the talking.. just be patient..

26th Oct 2007

1st stop: dinner at pastamania. carbonara 4 me, chicken bolognese(boring) 4 my bitch! had this crave for creamy base pasta recently eversince we went pasta waraku.
2nd stop: TOILET! as usual. den hurriedly made our way to catch the sentosa express. the bitch even asked for a 1-way ticket. pardon her. ^^
3rd stop: beach station. finally we're there for the 2nd time. lightings are really pretty at night. u can tell frm the pics. i think we took an hour snapping away before we even head to our destination. we're like tourist. =p
4th stop: Cafe Del Mar. both of us were bz snapping away cos we both brought our cammie! oh i forgot to mention. i chged my camera to fuji. loving my latest baby now. why ? because im able to take nice scenery at night now!! byebye those blurry pics with my sony! i was just being lucky that someone wanted to buy my sony camera. =) nice place to hangout. but if u're gonna spend the night there pls think twice! cos the music really hypnotized us. making us feel so sleepy!
Last stop: Called cab to get out of sentosa and proceed to Crystal Jade at holland village for supper! haha! we suppose to be a little thrifty that day so we started out with pastamania. BUT cdm made us leave at 12+ which is like still so early...! if only they played RnB! oh well, supper was really light thou. stir fry spinach, watercress soup and hong sao tou fu. went home with satisfied stomachs!

12th Oct 2007

met miche in town.. had a damn long journey bus ride.. 1.5hours ? that bitch doesn't even believe im on the bus and she actually called to spot check.. aaarrrggghhh...~!

salmon cream pasta for me.. fish & chips for her..

fashion bar for the night.. they had a pathetic waterfall that cost 30bucks. but apparently there isn't any 'fall' at all.. just flame in the glass?

7th Oct 2007

balls of fury with the bitch. dinner at long john silver. brownies with icecream at ben & jerry. chillout over at coffeebean(HV). cam-whoring~!

Sept 2007

Shopping & Swensens with bestie

20th Sept 2007

yummy dim sum... *drool*

icecream day.. =p

16th Sept 2007

had dinner at Asian Kitchen and Bak Kut Teh for supper at Balestier.. so love the peppery soup..

10th Sept 2007

Vivo-ed~ dinner and chill by the sea..

8 Sept 2007

Ranielle's 1st month

6th Sept 2007

went vivo for movie again.. 1408.. alittle boring.. n we were like in the forth row from the front.. -.- head dwn to jurong hill park for a while n home..

bitching session!

2007-06-26T22:53:00.000+08:00

we are suppose to have ktv but we are only left with 2hours when i rched...so decided on Fantastic 4. my fault la ok!

dindin at swensen.

crayfish pasta. it's not boring ok mich soo!

went dwn to clarke quay and chill out at coffee club dun mess with mi!!
greedy janey~ cheers
poor meee..
toilet cam whoring.. i heart u! hohoho~
sweetiess.. my only cam whoring kaki..
last pic to end our dae. happy happy happy :D

we almost gotta slp in the streets with nt enuff cash to cab hme. =.= dragged our feets to UE square to draw $$ den hme sweet hme.. continued our nonsense on msn before we slp.. *faints*

im greedy la!

2007-06-20T23:52:00.001+08:00

im so super hungry and bloated at the end of the day. all thks to michelle soo! i ate a total of $40 alone ALONE ALONE at sakae sushi! WHY ? cos michelle simply doesn't wanto eat no matter how tempted she is. wasted quite a bit of food and even takeaway some. arghh!!!

just the beginning of my dinner. finally after few mths u see my pretty face again! hohoho!

people ard must be thinking im such a glutton. can't finish so much yet ordered so much. miche wasted 2 slices of thick orangey n fleshy salmon and the baby octopus! despite how hard i tried to psycho her she jus dowana give face!!

but but but... still must thank her for the UOB discount!! so its 36$ instead. yay!! <---she'll complaint non-stop if i nv thank her.. haha! right mich ?

alright thats all folks. bye!

complaints!

2007-03-28T01:50:00.001+08:00

he came dwn with cake and present from perlinis. indeed he forgot! his excuses didn't save him. but yet he jus avoid avoid avoid. nt even a word of apology till the day he came dwn nt even a wee bit of feeling remorseful. wad is he man?! or did he just feel that i will not be angry at all. *faints* seriously i tink no one will admit he's a good bf. one whu forgets his gf's bdae even though he is NOT bz. NOT ok! i may nt be that angry as last time but still im upset ova it. but its just a one dae ting. i got it over after a goodnight rest. but i can't just sit and pretend nth happen like he did. told him im upset he ignored my msges. -.-"""" he chose to wait till wkend then cme n pacify mi. really take me for granted! i tink i owe him big time in my previous life. nw is payback time. haa! his reason being everyday to him is like a daily routine hence he forgot. he said that i didn't even mention to him!! for christsake, tell mi if im suppose to date him out on my bdae?!?! tell mi its my fault for nt reminding him?!?! i didn't scold him cos i wasn't angry animore. i just niam niam niam at him till he's kinda upset i guess. but nt as upset as mi definitely! yeah its over and we're back to normal.

some frens can tell im cheng xim alr just that i haven let go. i remember sumone saying.. 'this relationship duno u still want ant..' like machiam my fault! dey duno aniting cos they only read my blog. so they can't judge by just reading. if u see that im very slack in this relationship, he's the cause of it. he's the one slacking so i have no choice but to slowly follow his footstep n slack together. i dowana put in so much end up being the one getting hurt. tats all i can say.

oh ya n i remember him saying when i was at his hse that makes mi super bushuang. cos he was thinking of eating pizzahut. so he said order this for duno hw much. den he said each one pay 10$! after hearing it i felt so upset n piss lo. y? whenever he no money most of the time i treat him eat good food n all n used to buy him clothes. he seldom buy mi stuff nvm but tat day his wallet have gt bloody 100$ yet he still can ask mi to pay half! wad kind of bf is this!! dun tell me he's tight lo cos he isn't! so i just answered back "u no money i treat u eat got money i still have to pay half. tats y i said u're selfish." den he diam diam alr. he can buy a dozen of cigrette stock at hme yet he dun even wanna pay for pizza! wtf can! sumtimes when its the other way rd when i feel lik eating sth i'll ask him to pay half. cos i feel that im too nice to him alwaz paying like im oblige to pay. makes mi feel that im the one supporting him nt he supporting me!

end of entry. im complaining too much. mich, when's our sentosa session ?!?! gd luck for yr paper on thurs *muacks*

2007-03-23T00:51:00.002+08:00

20 March 07 Celebrated my birthday with frens

met wen n david in town. the guys met earlier to buy mushroom for our mushroom soup. bought tickets for 9+ show 'The Messenger'. wen was so scared! haha! i only gt a fright in 1 or 2 scenes. had our dinner at Village located at the basement. everything is similar to marche only that they change their name. had rosti, pork chop, lamb chop and crayfish. nt too bad! walked ard heeren den went over to cine to chitchat. cos david was complaining about nt to shop! so we sat outside the arcade listening to him commenting about pple! evil la he!

haha.. wen's funny

after movie, took bus to his place. before that went ta 7-11 to buy milk for the soup. had two different soup base. one is chicken with garlic taste another is jus pure chicken soup.

the chef

the servants. one so cute one so pretty. where to find? =x

his kitchen is freaking messy!!

david lim guan liang!!

our healthy supper. chicken mushroom soup and green tea.

watched portege at his place. nice but alot of talking and is putting wen to slp. after tat we had our 2nd rd of soup. which is a thicker n nicer one. fried the mushroom first n it taste cranchier. oh.. i so love it! den we watched Number 23 by jim carrey. didn't finished cos most of us are falling aslp. wen was alr in coma. chat with david nt lettin him slp cos i can't bloody hell slp. 3 of us squeeze in one single bed..-.-" wen got up as soon as the sky turns brighter and brighter.

after a 2hrs nap or so before heading home. last pic to end my celebration. tats it!

reached hme at bout 11plus watch tv and went ta slp. didnt even eat aniting. big thanks to them for celebrating my bdae with mi. n the rest of my birthday was spent slping and tearing at home!!! at home for christsake!! nuff said!

14 March 07 Fish & Co. with IT0415

i was late la as usual! dun blame mi! haha! took a cab dwn. was feeling nausea cos of the jerking n all! told the guys to order first cos i guess they were famished! i had fish & chips with cheese. nt bad.. some had seafood platter. chitchat n take photos before we settled the bill n off for another rd of photo session at the fountain.

my fish n chips

seafood platter

pathetic drew shaved his hair. preparing himself for police

irvin san n jane san

us again

cher n janey

we gonna missed him~

the gals

the crowd~ :)

7 March 07 Genting with him

i was slping thru out the whole trip cos i only slept an hour the dae before. aniwae its a gd ting so i'll reach there faster. haha! as usual we stayed at first world hotel.

in the coach

our 1st stop when we reached there. lunch at pizza hut. super cheap!!! hawaiian supreme!! missing it! haha!

while waiting

seafood lasagne that doesnt look appetizing. very strong milk taste! nt nice!

outdoor!

kawaii~~

head back to the hotel after some shopping to take a nap. we were both so tired.

snapsnap before i remove my make up. haha!

in the lift. off to have our dinner at 'Hao Wei'. i had their speciality buden it turn out to be chicken maggie mee. -.- he had curry noodle. the noodle is damn freaking little! i dun tink it can even fill my stomach nt say his. machiam snack to him. had some conflict with him. went casino for a while while waiting for our movie, Twins Mission den back to rest.

woke up ard 10 11 plus to prepare n out for lunch. cant rem wad we had. watched Primeval and went ta casino till 4am or so den had ba kut teh at the kopitiam den KO!

fierce ma?

smiles

3rd day lunch at pizza hut again. cos he feels that its very wasted nt to eat pizza hut cos in spore we will can never eat such cheap pizzas!! total bill there is equivalent to 1 large pizza in singapore. *drools*

waiting for the food

their ice lemon tea is so yummy

so much cheese on it!

i asked him to make the pizza look more appetizing! cos another pic of his is so nt appealing!

in the hotel. im sucha zhilian kuang esp with such nice lightings!
our last night at genting!

checked out. had bak kut teh. went ta the casino for last rd. won back abit but overall we lost. we played till the very last min cos we were winning. but we had ta catch the bus. hurry dwn to the terminals while he went ta collect our luggage. luckily jus in time. the bus didn't leave w/o us. pheww!! home sweet home!!

back in Singapore! baby alwaz luff when she sits on him

bath the baby

*pinch*

5 March 07 Class Chalet at Aloha Loyang

my mom booked the chalet so there's discount. he fetched me dwn to check in and left after awhile. waited for the rest to cme. drew nas sharon went to buy food for the chalet. they were bz preparing while im in the room bz psp-ing and camwhoring. relax myself and wait for the whole class to turn up. especially those who can set up the fire!

me with my psp to keep mi occupied!

it was jus too bored~

finished playing my psp and jus nice the battery went off. even brought charger. haa! gracie came. chat awhile n out to watch tv. drew was struggling with the fire. after quite sumtime before they started bbqing. everyone was hungry i guess. cos i was. haha! he came at 10 plus 11 to pick me but im nt done cos drew said no one is allowed to leave till we cut the cake. fine lo! haa! so i went out to accompany him for a little while den went ta cut cake.

haven seen her for ages

our cake! looks like toy can!

actual view

me n drew

me and sharon

the babes

the hunks

17 Feb 07 Chinese New Year Eve

on the way to reunion dinner with my cousins at some club. the food is so nt nice. onli the glutinous rice is the nicest! n u know wad.. they the list wrote 'Hong ban' fish but it came with some other fish..!!! cheapo lo! knn! cheat money n waiting so long!

on the way to bai nian on the 1st dae. no clothes to wear!!

for some reasons i didn't go over to his hse to visit till the very last dae of CNY. for the sake of it in case they think i've gt no manners.

16 Feb 07 CNY Lunch with colleagues

its my last day of attachment and also a half day. had buffet at the function room of our big boss condo at bedok. only 1 colleague frm my department went so it was kinda boring. most of our colleagues were there when we reached. after eating they set up their own gambling den. there's 'Da Xiao' and black jack. esther left earlier so she gave us her money(created by the reccomm members) so we were considered rich. didn't place alot of bets thou. when the game's finished they have this auction tingy for cny goodies, abalones, vouchers and mystery gifts. cheryl and i waited for the last and the best and that is taka vouchers!! woot!!

we each won 90$ taka vouchers including 20$ voucher frm our colleague.

and 10$ cash frm the company. yay!!

cheryl and me

us with bearbear.

headed dwn to his place after that. looked after his niece and nua.. took some pics with her before i wash up. :p

too cute for words!!

14 Feb 07 Valentines' Day

bouquet of flowers from our big boss!! 1st time after 16years!

i jus took out the rocher a few daes back n threw the rose away. haha!

nicely dressed for the dae

my internship fren.. esther

nth to do at work

the female colleagues.

after that met up with boyfriend for dinner and movie. my feet hurts real bad that night till i have ta walk barefoot home after the show.

we went to this hokkie restaurant. swear nv to go back again! the steak is so tough. chewed till my jaws are so tired and had to spit it out! he had pork chop or sth if i nv rem wrongly. but it taste more like sweet sour pork! *faints* FAIL FAIL FAIL!!

13 Feb 07. Company's dinner.

i forgot where we went. only rem it was opposite trader's hotel. some restaurant over there. had dinner with all the big bosses from overseas. big bosses came back for miting. so pressurizing! all our closer colleagues were sitted at another table. lucky cheryl and i were allocated to be sitted together as planned. we were deciding whether to go ant cos it'll be so stress to sit with all the big bosses. n we were hoping nt to sit with them. whu noes our seats were alr assigned so no choice can't change! argh! even our colleagues can tell we were dead bored!

my onli kaki at the restaurant.

2nd Feb 07. Cine KTV with Michy~~

Met her after my work. was fun hangin out with my baby. haha! camwhoring session but her lousy cam's batt went flat! n she chose to go against me by nt changing her batt! dammit!!

Happy Belated Valentines' Day

2007-02-15T15:19:00.001+08:00

had a typical celebration with bf yst, eat and movie. no gifts exchange. expected. can't be bothered anyway. only gift was from one of our bosses. a bouquet of flowers with ferrero rocher. a gift from him to all the ladies in the company. so nice! but heard from colleagues its like after 14-16 years.. 1st time he gave flowers to them. for us is only like 3 months and we received. had a grp photo taken with the flowers. i would say we're the lucky ones to have our attachment during this period. :) back to celebration with bf. went vivocity. before i left, my colleague was askin if i nid a lift to town later. buden im leaving alr he tell mi later. hmmm..*blurs* aniwae bf fetch so i dun nid a lift. i guess most of the pple thought im gg to those restaurant in town. i wish i am too. had dinner at Hongkong Kim Gary Restaurant. FAILED!!!! TOTALLY!!! I had this sirloin steak. meat was so tough i could hardly chew it. have to force it dwn my throat. *shrugs* bf had pork chop but apparently it taste like 'Pai Gu Wang'. -.- nt gg back there ever again. bf suggested Carl's Jr burger but im like, its vdae and we're nicely dressed n he wanted to eat Carl's Jr. Can't we jus have sth diff on Vdae. we can alwaz have that burger nxt time. argh!! all i can say he doesn't wanna spend much so that he can hv money for himself. he's nt someone who will pamper his gf. like wad i've said, he cared more for himself than the pple ard him. sadded! dunno why, but it seems that the recent occasions wasn't that fantastic. Or mayb i shld say im nt exceptionally happy but not totally not happy. sighh. probably cos i dun feel pampered with him so eventually all the occasions are just like any other day. even if he has money it will be used more on himself rather than mi.

im thinking where are we heading. im always thinking wad's our future like. will we still be together.. will we still be so loving.. since the moment i fell deep into this relationship, the love is growing everyday for these 3 years. typical saying if you love someone, u'll wanto see the person everyday even for just a moment.. hear his voice talk to him everyday.. feel his presence.. hugging him to feel the comfort.. etc etc.. im a typical ger who feels this way. our character are almost similar but im the more 'xi xin' one and he's the ego one. wan his face. i think we have a problem. a problem that he'll never feel its a problem. thats why nw i totally can't be bothered to think bout the problem that existed. dowana make myself feel troubled. only this way makes mi happier. i wished deep down im really happy. sighh. currently we're nt facing any problems, but thats jus how i felt. oh a recent arguement was because he have the tendercy of nt informing me till the very last min. situation is he wanna enroll for poly and is required to print the application, so he told me he was coming my house to print. my dad doesn't like him to come over so i told him to come quick.. tinking he'll rch 8+ 9. so i waited n waited thinking he'll reach anytime. about 9+ he msged me tell me to help him do instead he's just on his way. he's actually eating at home when im waiting lor. im like wtf.. is not that i cannot help him but at least he inform me earlier so i dun have to wait anxiously for him to come so as not to bump into my dad. he likes to inform me the very last minute. so im quite pissed. i duno whus fault iz la.. i just hate it that he doesn't even bother to tell mi he can't make it early. arghh!!

ok enuff of relationship. todae is the last day of work. tomo is cny lunch and we're officially out of this company. gonna miss them. the fun. the dinner. they're all so nice. hopefully nxt batch is nt gd so we wont be forgotten. haha. im mean! hiakhiak!

so im wishing everyone HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR in advance! :p

another year gone

2007-01-11T16:45:00.001+08:00

life's getting more and more boring. what shld i do after my attachment ? study ? work ? as what ? nothing interest me. Im not gonna continue doing IT line. jolly well kill me if you wan me to do IT. diploma is just a certificate. a piece of paper that serve no purpose for me. thinking whether to continue a degree and venture into different route. so many things for me to think about. money is never enough. i just want a break from all this. go for a holiday or something. somewhere faraway. if i were to study Uni in singapore i'll be dreaded. see how they struggled through all the projects and stuff. life's easier elsewhere. but to study overseas cost a bomb. moreover, my English sucks to the core. if it wasn't for my mom i wouldn't even be in poly now. wouldn't have come so far. sighh!!

bf's not going well too. very bad for him. only close frens will know. bills and more bills to pay. loans and more loans to borrow. 3 years is coming our way. used to be very excited about our anniversary. nt anymore now. used to plan where to go where to eat but tired of it. 3 years might just be another day for us i guess. he'll be having his reservist for 2 weeks. told him that it'll be just me alone outside during our 3rd year. was just trying to hint him if he can't get out we can celebrate it earlier. all he said was wait for 3 and a half years we can celebrate it together with his birthday. no idea man. 14days ahead. he's so lazy. cant stand his bochap attitude. asked him to borrow stuff he can't even be bothered. asked him to borrow scotchtape for me cos i needed it urgently he dun care, end up i have ta use plaster but the adhesive sucks. -.-" his sis ask him to call his fren to borrow anime and he ignored. so not helpful at all!
-mich: i know u meant well. but its not just as easy as u think. if i can, i will. but apparently i can't. :(

haven been going out lately. tired after work. totally worn out. wkend with bf ? dunno too. he's so sian over family tingy. plenty of new year resolution. doubt any can be fufilled. everyday seems so draggy for me.

how i spend nye ? had steamboat at Marina South. cramped with pple. followed by fireworks. oh so pretty..! i'll never miss the fireworks every year. cos they're so beautiful. only get to see like twice a year. firework festival and countdown. last week met up with polymates again to give Irvin a surprised birthday celebration. pics have yet to take from chermaine.

heavy thunderstorm right outside my window. see hw the trees sway here and there as if it gonna topple down anytime. think the news gonna announce flood somewhere again. hope i don't get blown away.. keke. will upload pics when i feel like it. dun rush me mich.

quick update

2006-12-29T11:43:00.000+08:00

sunny day! 2 more days to 2007! hope its a good start for me. =) met dear for sushi tei at holland v on tuesday. he came to make up with me. if u've read my previous post u'll know why. keke. i tink the chef recognised me cause i was there only last friday. was raining the whole damn day.

server was down on wednesday due to the earthquake in taiwan. whole singapore ? basically singnet and starhub subscribers. so since can't do anything with the server, our colleague Alan treated us to Anderson's Fondue and waffle at Marina Square. he said he only wanted icecream and no food. cause he said he won't be able to take care of us starting nxt week when he leaves for shanghai for a mth. therefore the good food! haha. yumyum! wonder if anyone gonna drive us out for lunch again. hmmmm.. Alan's doing that is because he's still single whereas the rest are mostly married. so whu cares bout us ?! haha!

had lunch at cintech 1 yst cos our ahmad bz with his work. dateline's today. our 3rd time there since we came here. *winkz* was a super boring day. i can't play games online and im freaking tired. keep yawning while looking at the program. played snake almost the whole day to keep me occupied. didn't help much but at least, a little. *pouts*

was late today. came at 1115am. stepped in when boss and other colleagues are standing ard talking. no choice but still have ta walk to my desk. haa! boss initally said good morning den after looking at his watch he said good afternoon. then the colleagues all luff. haa! bobian today have ta stay back alittle since he saw me cming in so late. =x but he's alright la.. still smiling away. brought videos to watch today. hopefully i can watch it on this comp. else gotta move my laptop here.

sayonara~~
p.s. pics will be up in nxt post