Saturday, December 25, 2004

updates 4 the week...
mondae

todae is the start of our 2nd sem. sigh. boring. nt in the mood to study. was late 4 skool as usual. scanned my card n went to look 4 the rest of the guys at the bookstore. they were queueing up 4 our notes. we were lik 10-15 mins late for our lecture. dunno wth the lecture was teaching. seems ez but nt. went mac 4 lunch after tat den had comm skills tutorial. gt report writing to do. hate it! went to scan our card for duno wad data networking module n sat outside the lecture hall. some wanto go some dowan. mi? aniting. its so bad to skip lesson 4 the first dae.


mel n i in lab..gracie n i at the fountain..

3 of us at the fountain..

oh well, so we decided to skip n go 4 ktv at jubilee. but our plan failed lik wad irvin said..lOl. cos its nt worth the $ gg for onli few hrs. mel left n we went to check out if there were ani movie tickets. nxt timing was 9plus. ok, gave up the idea n went to makan at some duno wad restaurant. we ordered 2 side dishes, bubble tea n gracie n i ordered oyster sauce claypot chicken. rice was nice. very homemade. but the bubble tea...hmm.. CMI! so-so onli. some nice some horrible especially jj's strawberry drink. ji tao taste of antibiotics. lol. no wonder he sit there diam diam when he got his drink. haha. sat there n chat till almost 930pm. paid the bill n all went home.


oyster sauce claypot chicken..3 of us..drew mi gracie at the restaurant.

before left skool..had some conflict w darling. haii. shall nt add on the details cos its ova. onli gracie n mel noe bout it. too much conflict between us this few daez. i tink im the one loving him more than he does n im giving in to much.

tuesdae

was late 4 java tutorial. went to food junction n sat there 4 2hrs listening to mp3 cos ji tao no mood n feeling sad. the guys went south canteen makan but didn't join them. went 4 jap lesson. boring! nearly fell aslp. after tat was java practical. alrite still nt too bad. followed by IT Innovative Project module. we were suppose to give the lecturer our groups. but we were indecisive bout it. we were planning to switch pple with the guys but they seem reluctant n all gave were like so unhappy. so after much dicussion, adam joined our grp. discuss a little outside lab den went home. booked cathay ticks for kungu hustle den KO-ed. was suppose to call n conference about our proj but i was slping. was so tired. perhaps i cry to much or wad ba. dunno.

wednesdae

todae's 8am class. was like 5mins late. gracie n mel all ovaslept. boring practical. 2hrs doin nth. we went mac 4 breakfast. they eat while i didn't. awhile lata mel came. went 4 lecture. wad lecture i forgot but i rem the lecturer take quite a long time to set up the tings. crap alot b4 he start teaching. was alrdy pass time but he continued on. nxt was java lecture. katherine was the teaching. oh man! she sux! gg so slowly helpin us to revise. sat there listenin to my mp3 while andaloo was takin foto w nasreen new cam. so zhi lian. at least i zhilian nt during lesson. drew was so scare grace didnt cme cos she suppose brg him to her salon to dye hair. lesson ended. had wanton soup before miting wen n jia in town. town was crowded due to the xmas n new yr season. went shopping. bot a top frm CHAOS n a top frm far east.


mi n jiajia..

wen wanto bianbian so gek tat face..

met gracie 4 awhile to see her do her brows n also see drew's new outlook. excellent hairdo man! hair nice but his face too fair n innocent. they went shopping for drew's clothes while i went to look for wen n jia. went cine tcc to makan again. sat till 10 den left for home. bag so heavy w the books n stuff i bot. no seats for mi. damn! stood all the way. rched hme watch tv, bath, online awhile den slp.


drew w his new image...haha.. does he look korean? :)

mi at tcc..wen n i tryin to be cute..

jie mei qing shen..mi kissing the little pig.


thursdae



gracie, mel n me had the same braclet but diff color...ekeke

pon tang school todae cos onli 1hr lecture. but gracie was late for half an hour so she didn't scan 4 mi. sigh. mama was home but she didnt noe i pon tang so i went out 4 alittle shopping. went woodlands tio spot by some modelling agency again. saw him so i purposely siam he still follow mi. haiyoh! dwn to bishan n w8 4 andrew. cos he brgin mi to thomson plaza where his fren sell burners. very cheap man. burner,oil n free candles. haha. we took cab dwn to far east cos he nid to shop 4 prezzies. spent quite alot of time at new order shop cos he was indecisive of wad design to get. cos is either no color or no size. lOl. he tryin to flirt w the gals there but too bad, no discount means no discount! haha. walked out frm the shop, stopped by tis ger doing nail art at onli 12$. including file,paint n art. those very simple kind unlike those salon so don xpect much. kinda fast, like 20-25 mins onli. went to the 'zuo ai' shop as quoted by drew to get prezzie for adam,irvin n jj. took bus home. slept in the bus for quite some time. cos when i woke up is like haw par villa der.

fridae

forgot the timing for tutorial todae. lucki i woke up early. cos i tot was 12pm but was 1110pm. hurriedly prepared n rush dwn. was cming back home so didn't wear very nice. if i were to prepare to go out after class i wouldn't even make it 4 tutorial. we were late for lesson thou. seriously duno hw to do the tutorial questions man. mus read up the notes. sigh. totally lost. exchanged our prezzies den left. drew gave gracie n i the little piggy. but gracie said when she saw it she alrdy hate it. gracie n drew went to the salon to buy mud for his hair while i headed home. slack till time den bath n prepare. darling was delayin the time cos he was trying to contact his dad to get his 50$ back but...frm miting 530 to 630. don even hv time to eat. must rush. n they were late 4 10mins. went cine collect ticks was alrdy 7pm. anihow eat at yoshinoya den went 4 movie. the show was very funnie,lame n nice. didnt noe stephen chou was the director n bian ju 4 that show.



the loving couple..merry christmas n happy 11mth to us..

after the show we walked thru the crowd to orchard mrt stat. farking hot! his fren disappear n went to toilet den ended up at shaw towers. he told darling he duno hw to walk back to orchard mrt. while waiting, took foto w darling. dey don seem to want to stay till pass midnite so lanlan lo. still ask mi hw..2against 1 den wad can i say ah. went dwn paya lebar the macmaster to play pool. his fren won all the games. lOl. passed 12midnite.. called my frens wished them merry xmas. went to dar's place. bath n open his prezzie. pink color guess watch. i love it! if i show it to gracie they all..they'll sure say its so mi! lOl. dar open his prezzie too. whole rm smell of lavender.

after tat he went to bath. came back w ciggy smell. was damn sad n hurt after smelling it. he deny at first but admit when i insist. said was frm his fren. when he tok to mi i start to cry liao. he's the one whu say he didn't smk animore n tat he wan mi dowan smk. nt tat im angry or wad but im jus sad to know that he's still smking. . is like 'qi wang yue da, si wang yue da'. he gave mi hope but all he did was smash all my hope with 1 ciggy. he shld noe im sensitive to ciggy smell. y mus he still smk when im still ard? we didnt quarrel or aniting! was suppose to be happy xmas but he ruined it totally! alrdy sad dat he gotto book in but bobian he can't get leave so jus hope to be happy for tat few hrs cos its xmas n our 11mth. after tat we ok alrdy. slept n went home in the morning.

saturdae

rched home bath n slp. very tired. woke up msg him hw i feel bout yst. he said sry. nt everyting jus one sry will solve lo. he noe i'll smell it y still smk den cme n say sry. wads the pt. one of his msg was 'he said he shldn't hv told mi tat he wanted to quit, he made the wrong move.' so hurting..he even said i gave him pressure instead of givin him encouragement. i didn't lo. i let him on his own cos i expect him to noe hw to tink so i dowan say much. den all of a sudden he went to smk, hw m i suppose to react? he even said he save the ciggy $ to buy my present. if nt for tat present is he gg to spend on ciggy? he didnt reply mi after tat(3plus) n until now. 1108pm alrdy. was chattin w his fren online. he said he didn't give him the ciggy. he insisted! n he told mi tat he didnt see my bf smk. duno real or not. he might be helpin him..whu noes! kip askin mi giv him time n allowance. i duno whus lying about the ciggy ting but if really nt his fren, y mus he lie saying is his fren! really don understand. i msged him y mus he lie all tat, he oso din reply. im nt gonna msg him. y mus i? since he doesn't wanto reply n clarify so y shld i kip pestering him 4 an ans!

we didnt quarrel bout ciggy animore unless we quarrelled den he pekcek den he'll smk. i really duno! dunno when is he tellin the truth when is he not. i trust him so wadeva he say i'll blive. nv suspect or wad. but he doesn't care bout my feelings at all. sigh.

oh well... to all.

janeybaby tells a story @ 9:56 PM
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Saturday, December 18, 2004

1 more dae of rest b4 skool....
finally i've chged my skin due to some errors in the previous one.

tuesdae

met up w wen at jurong mrt station at 5plus cos we were too bored at home waiting for david. so we decided to go tiong bahru n do some shopping. less than an hr we alrdy finished walking.. hw pathetic tat is..tot there would be some clothes for us to buy but...sigh.. since we'll done, we msged david askin him wad time he cming n askin him come dwn to tiong bahru mit us. he was givin excuse for nt cming dwn lik the food there nt nice etc etc...but i tink its nt bad la. wen n i were so hungry so we looked for food. david ask us to eat first so we decided on a japanese noodle restaurant. i had prawn ramen n wen had salmon ramen n we shared mayonaise prawns.


me waiting for the food....wad to u tink tat long thing is..hiakhiak...

yummie prawns...wen said hers was saltish...hmmm..excellent...humongous prawns...farkin juicy n fresh..wonderfull...

after eating..asked wen to msg david. he ask us to chk if there's ani movies buden... we watched most of it. i watch alrdy wen haven..i haven watch wen watched. lol. soo.. david was suggesting gg to clementi to watch movie cos onli 5 bucks. but i was lik wth! clementi! u mus b kidding.. their cinema is 100 times log cock can! wad if a cockroach jus crawl pass my feet..ewww...sux! both of them wanted to watch blade trinity but i've alrdy watched n they were saying both of them each pay half half for my ticket. wad for sia! i alrdy watched n noe wad's gg to happen nxt. no excitement animore. so i told them to go ahead n watch while i go home.



rched home played game w dar. played for sometime my fren came log in so i ask him to join too. dar start to giv attitude. was askin him to open another slot to make it 3v3 but he doesn't wan n said mus wait very long. after tat he jus leave the rm n ask us to play ourselves. i was very pissed then cos y his fren cme can play 3v3 my fren cme canot. i say him he didn't reply until awhile lata. he told mi tat he dislike my fren n was using the f word non-stop. he was picking a fite..he said tat im close to tat guy, sms him, chat w him, go ktv w him n even play game w him. wth man! the ktv ting ok i wrong n he said he will forget. buden my fren cme in play he dulan den brg up matters to say again. but after quarrel i did apologise but he don giv a damn jus ignore wad i say jus continue his game. he's alwaz lyk tis. seriously cant stand it. after i said everyting to him i went to slp. cry till im tired den slp..

wednesdae


wen n jia at raffles stat..tt 'C' means xmas..haha

in the train..

woke up early, checked my fone..he didn't sms mi a single shit after mi telling him so mani tings. so i oso din msg him. prepared n gone out to mit jia n wen at je. i was late for half an hr. kinda moody but didnt show infront of them. slowly make our way to town. walkin ard wisma until we're hungry. so we went coffee club for dindin. ordered 3 spaghetti 1 large summer tea freeze n 1 blueberry cheesecake. the person who took our order looks like the person-in-charge buden he looks so blur when we ordered our stuff..-_- loved the cheesecake...so cheesssyy..moi fav.


our empty plates, jia didn't finish her but she was the one whu said she was hungry...-_- my natural smile..ekeke

tryin to act shy...boO~

went isetan n saw a pink mambo skirt. nicee..79$. bot the skirt n went ova to taka to get my levis lady's style jeans the shoecut one. simply loved tat jeans. lots of places no stock. shop alittle den went ova to heeren levis but don hv my size too. wanted to chg my swatch battery cos it died on me but the person said my battery was onli slightly weak so means there's sth wrong w the watch. damn! he ask whether i still hv the warranty but i tink not. tis watch very long liao wor. he said it will cost quite alot w/o warranty, so forget it man. get a new one sua.

went to mambo n look at the board shorts for darling. he said he wanted to buy long ago but no $ so i shall get one for him. after tat went ova to level one. nth to buy again. den to shaw isetan to get my levis jeans. yay..finally last piece of my size..yippie..


at kfc resting our feets..

msged dar but he said y shld he msg mi..msged until i damn sad. hai. wen wanted to go home le but i no mood so i stay out alone. called jeanne to tok. wen msg mi say if i nid someone to tok she can wait for mi at je station. so i went ova lo. in the train nearly cried. was controling my tears. reached there went 7-11 buy strobe to drink. fuk the person lo wanto chk my IC. makes mi more dulan. as some of u noe i don brg my IC one. n the 2 guys behind mi was like saying 'zhe xie bu yong ic de'..refering to the stuff they buying la. wtf! sat at bus-stop w wen n told her wad happen. drink the strobe until i headache. so fast so weak. haiiz. quarrel w dar until i reached home. sigh. sat on the chair n cry. went to bath oso cry. damn sad.


do i look like i jus cried..?

during our quarrel he kip askin mi to don care n said alot of nt nice tings. at tat moment i really wanto don care n break. cos i was trying to he hao w him he kip giving mi attitude. but i noe if i say brk he'll say ok one.. he won't say dowan all tat. so im scared. no courage n don wish to too. i noe i'll regret. cry on my bed til im tired n fell aslp..

thursdae
gt up n recif his msg sayin tat he don see the nid to quit smking animore cos no one bothers. i more hurt upon knowing tat. told him nt too he ji tao say u oso nt my gf! cry again. after tat i decided to pass his shorts to him. prepared n went tampines mall bot a card. wrote in the card n left in the bag tog w the shorts n put it at his gate den msg him to get it. waited at his stairs until i heard him retrieve e shorts den i left. 1st time doin all these. dunno wher to head to so i jus walk. tinkin dunno to go esplanade or home. walked until i nearly cried. decided to go home. in the cab listening to mp3. my tears nearly flow dwn. ctrl until damn tong ku. reached hme cry again. was very tired. lie dwn cried n slept awhile. came online n played game w dar in the nite. didnt tok much thou. cried again when i sleep. dunno hw mani times i cried oso. haiiz..

fridae

slept till 3 den wake up. very tired man. was late to mit andrew n gracie. hee. gracie working there so pei her eat dinner went back to work. andrew n i jus slack waitin for her. nth to buy. we 3 took neoprints tog after gracie off work. meimei. sat outside ps n eat icecream n chit chat. went off at 12. rched hme played game n slp.




Saturdae

slack at home the whole dae....

janeybaby tells a story @ 7:44 PM
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