Monday, June 27, 2005

u took my away
had a great time w my babyy.. met him in town on saturdae. had pastamania at cine n start on my shoppping spree.. dar kept complaining his 'leg power' is limited..haha. too bad! cos u've got a shopaholic darling.. got a skirt frm chaos.. n dwn to CK Tang.. bot a shiseido nail polish, shu uemura eyelash curler and blusher brush from MAC. last destination..far east..bot a black bag frm ZINC. didn't get the ZINC member card frm drew if not 10% discount. humph! tats all for the dae cos its 9+. shops all closed! darling's having bloated stomach due to walking too much after eating. had a long long journey back to tampines. slpy yet cant slp! DAMN PISSED! previously we sat the bus n was surrounded by a grp of malays..noisy like fuk! yst we were surrounded my thais..WTF! thank goodness they alighted ard ubi. was damn tired after reaching dar's hse. KO-ed at bout 2am while darling still slacking n eating supper. super greedy pig!

todae went to eat dim sum at geylang with his parents..namely..xia jiao, chang fen, glutinous rice, chicken feet, char siew bao and pi dan zhou. they da bao some for my parents den his dad drove mi home. my dad didn't eat..mama ate all..ekeke.

sian! another start of the week. skool again! yawnzzzz....

*-.e.cute.coco.-*


*-.e.narcissistic.me-*




*-.e.loving.us-*




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Saturday, June 25, 2005

JANEY LOVES EUGENE

HAPPY ONE YEAR 5 MONTHS TO MY TOOPIG PIG
LOVE HIM TILL ETERNITY

HUGGIES & MUACKIES



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Friday, June 24, 2005

too lazy for everyting..
watched Initial D with darling. whole spore's crazy ova this movie. seats were filling damn fast. luckily i booked. the racing part was exciting but their acting alittle fake. overall still nt too bad cos all my idols are inside..jay chou, edison chen, shawn and jordan chan....love them. ekeke.

very tired the whole week. duno why. was having a foul mood recently. sux! skool seems to pass so slowly every single dae. BORING! darling's starting skool tomo. bout 6 hours of lesson. probably miting him tomo. no where to go either. perhaps jus get a nail polish frm shiseido n do some window shopping.

someone wants to AP w mi, its absolutely fine w mi. i dun hate u but w yr AP it'll onli makes mi start to hate u. since u tink i hate u den i will grant yr wish. i dun fuking giv a damn. i DON'T owe u a million of dollars! give up or not up to u! wanto AP w mi den ok lor..i will AP w u too. dun hv ta wait if u're still doing so..mei you xi wang de. dun wish to say ani harsh words but im forced too by u. y? cos im ANNOYED by the kind of attitude u're giving mi. frm onli a classmate to close fren n dwn to hi-bye frens or mayb nt even a word. u chose to be lyk tis NT me.

was discussing w gracie bout changing of course or quitting skool. telling her how much i hate skool how much i wish i could leave skool. ha! AS THOU I CAN! my mama will skin me alive man. sumhow my mom's comparing mi w my cousin. cos she has all the talent n smart. so? wad has it gotta do w mi.. aaarrrggghhh....WADEVER...


PICS FOR THE WEEK..

new clothes for coco...

drink water at kopitiam..

darling n moi in the bus..

the boi is soooo cute...gracie's kid..haha


i missed the happie daes we used to have..

foto fanatic in the toilet...


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Sunday, June 19, 2005

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY
spent my wkend at dar's hse. slack n rot the whole dae. darling kept playing game. im damn bored. read thru the BTT book twice. seems ez..hehe. went to east coast for seafood with his family to cele father's dae. a treat frm his sis. after tat his dad sent mi home cos dar asked him too. so i nonid to spent on cabby. if onli everytime will be lykdat. ha!

im gg to bed. tomo's lesson at 12noon. 10hrs of slp...yay... nitey peeps..missing him..

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Saturday, June 18, 2005

janey is deeply in love w her baby darling..
sundae 12/6

after the unhappiness..darling came ova my place to look for mi to patch things up. see he so wu xim so jus forgive him cos this is sth he WILL NOT do last time. met him n we went ta jurong pt for movie. watched "kungfu mahjong". DAMN FUNNIE!! its a good catch. I'll rate 10/10! really luffed my arse off man. =Þ abit she bu de cos onli mit for few hrs. obviously nt enufff rite. so darling sent mi home thus causing him to miss his last train n bus. called darling n asked him to cme ova my place to stay. 1st time ever i brought a guy home to stay. of cos i've gt permission frm my mama.sneaked him into my rm. nua awhile n we KO-ed. so slpy.


in the theatre..

e couple slping..


mondae 13/6

woke up early. supposely to prepare for skool but was kinda lazy so decided nt to go. darling was slping lik a dead log. guess it was too cosy le ba. haha. darling saw my old comp n asked mi to lend him my CPU since im nt using it. so he carried all the way frm my hse till tamp. journey damn long n he was complaining very 'suan'. *sayang* wanted to go shopping but was a little too late. so had our dinner at swensens n back to his hse to slack. lata in the nite brought his dog coco for a walk, tian mi mi awhile n home sweet home.


coco jus doesn't wanto look into the camera...

tryin to make her look into the cam..

yi jia san kou..yong bu fen li...muacks..i loved this pic!


tuesdae 14/6

darling had his FTT. but flunk cos he didn't really study plus the questions were tricky. he book his nxt FTT on his bdae. haha cos tats the closest date. went to look for him after skool for dinner. went to pet safari at simei. was attracted to the puppies der. sooooo cute!! if onli i can have it. help darling 'da sao chu' his rm cos very dusty n dirty. rest n home sweet home.


shih tzu..

papillon..

chihuahua slping..onli one with clothes on...

siberian husky...darling's fav..

golden retriever...my fav...

darling doing comp..


wednesdae 15/6

nth much todae. went home straight after skool to rest. very tired.

thursdae 16/6

celebrated drew's bdae. tio sabo by the guys n i fu zhe video e sabo-ing process. ekeke. had lunch tog at amk cos realised there's no VB tutorial den went for shopping spree w gracie n ying. went to taka, far east, ps, bugis n off to suntec. rushing here n there. didn't buy alot. 2 pairs of earrings, 1 necklace n a top. walked til our feets were aching.



drew..dun kill mi ok...:)

a big birthdae card from US...


fridae 17/6

skipped tutorial n met darling. accompanied him to CGH for check up cos if i dun he will not go for sure. check up till 4plus. glad its nth serious. *hugs* went for makan n off ta PS for movie. 'Batman Begins' it was so boring at the beginning till i fall aslp on darling's shoulder. woke up n batman is out. don't even noe hw he became batman. argh! but *thumbs up*. behind scene was excellent. lots of action. at least it keeps mi awake. ekeke.. had a misunderstanding w darling so we home separately.

saturdae

now bloggin at darling's hse. came dwn to look for him. bought some make up stuff. now at his hse watching tv. lata gotta study for my BTT. nt much time left. n it clashes w my quiz on tues. dammit. argh!

off to accompany him le. tata~



emily strange keychain..a little token from drew cos he tinks the pic looks lik mi...-_-" aniwae load it up to show tat its appreciated. *big smile*


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Saturday, June 11, 2005

janey is sad!
sigh. 1st time in 1yr 4mths 17daes we slept in separated rooms. he chose to slp outside. so y shld i ask him back. his parents must be tinking tat im e one making a fuss. i DUN fuking giv a damn! feeling very sad. woke up damn early. yi ge ren zai na leng leng qing qing de fang jian, wo you ku le. his pillow case is soaked w my tears once again. i see his old self cming back. flashes of the past kept appearing which makes mi sad. cried looking at the photo tat he put on his shelf. crying alone AGAIN. he's not there. decided to go home. almost cried in the cab. but controlled my tears. almost cried while eating but held it back. finally i cried on my bed. too tired fell aslp. til now, i feel lik cryin even blogging. WHY?!?! the amount of tears i've cried overpowered the happiness he gave mi after gettin back to each other. i've fallen deep dwn. no way i can climb out. janey is depressed~! :"(

some recent fotos taken.

he's playing LAN while i zo boing..

relaxing in his dad's van..

the last time we were lying together last nite..

earrings bought frm skool's bazaar..



indeed its very janey~~ :)


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im ANNOYED!!
his dad went for the interview. said tat it wasn't good cos the pay system is sucky. guess dar will be working store for the time being to get some $$. 8am-8pm. wont get to mit up so often animore. sigh. bot quite a few accessories at tampines. 3 pairs of earrings, 2 bracelet & 1 anklet for 20 bucks. dar bot his FTT book frm popular. 3daes for him to study. he said he'll fail for sure. ha! stayed ova at dar's hse.

did nth but eat n eat the whole dae. feeling so FAT can~!! ARGH! fell aslp after watching channel 8 9pm show. darn tired. whereas duno wad dar did while i was slping. i woke up in the middle of the nite which means now to pee. n knew he was smking at the door..n he left the water boiling in the kitchen w such big fire. n i hv ta lower it dwn for him if not the water will flow out. wanted to open the door n say him but end up i didnt. i jus dowan to see it. suddenly i felt like im a FOOL man! y shld i blive him! its jus the naive me. sucks! im pissed now. n sad. WADEVER!!

can't get to slp. so i shall blog for no fuking reason. jus feeling damn irritated! im ignorin him. he's gonna tink tat im unreasonable again. so be it. ruin my mood. sickening. my tears flow down once again. duno y. he's slping alrdy. as usual i cry to myself. i feel the old feeling cming back. sigh.

gones~~

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Friday, June 10, 2005

GOODY MORNING~~
its 955am. im blogging in skool. jus realised there wasn't tutorial earlier on. phew. thanks to my laziness that i didn't make a wasted trip dwn. :)

finally wkend has arrived. pretty fast. met darling everydae except yest. was really tired. watched 'Mr & Mrs Smith'. *thumbs up* thou i slept for few mins in the show cos darling's shoulder was too comfortable. couldn't resist temptation. hehe. =Þ dar gt his pay recently but due to bills n his enrolment he can't spend. sigh. nvm. its ok.

dar's FTT is in 4daes time n he haven studied or shld i say he DUN even have the book. thanks to his DUMB fren. n i mean really DUMB! cos his gf have the book so dar wanted to borrow frm them. duno for wad reason mayb his gf couldn't find the book so he borrowed frm another fren. guess wad he borrowed?!?! ASSESSMENT QUESTIONS NT THE STUDY BOOK!!! OMG~! i couldn't help him find the book too. tink he really gotta buy it. oh well, no choice!

miting darling lata. im gg to zao chu for 1,2 daes again. ekeke. brought my clothes too. damn heavy! he coming dwn w his dad to fetch mi den off to an interview at toa payoh. den to his hse. accompanying darling to suntan tomo. i'll definitely be in the shelter. can't tan cos of the 'monthly' thingy. haha. cos he wanna go there badly n i tink he really nids to tan if not he look real pale. gracie tinks so too. =)

tutor's here so jus make it short. be back soon w pics..missing my darling.. tata~

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Sunday, June 05, 2005

PROGRAMMING IS A NITEMARE~!!
tis sem's getting tougher. i wanto get programming out of my sight! its jus simply a nitemare! i hate it! its so tough so hard to understand. lots of things are link to progamming, analysis n design. its wad i hate most! y must we study? jus for a bloody cert? im nt gonna take IT related work when i graduate. so wad's w the cert? i've absolute no idea. study so much for wad! wad i've got is stress n more stress. nth's new. told myself im gonna study hard n pull back my grades but upon knowing we're gonna go thru lots of programming really makes mi SICK! how i wish i can quit skool. no more projects no more stress no more worries i'll have. how wonderfull will tat be! i wouldn't be in skool if not for my mom. sigh! it may be sth good for mi but to mi..STUDY is crap n its a waste of time!

i onli wan my darling. no one else! yearn to see him every single dae. for tat whole week in skool.. i look so glum n bored but when i see him, i nv fail to put a smile on my face at all times. guess im falling deep dwn again. darling might be startin work soon. probably the cming wk. wont be able to mit so often le. :( everyone in skool seems like a stranger to mi. dun ask mi y la. i duno. perhaps cos i dun look forward to skool these daes. sumone's treating mi lik a stranger which i hate most. i hate the awkward feeling la. he gives mi the impression tat i owe him a billions of dollars! oh well. tis is how he wans it to be wad more can i say. perhaps tats jus the end of our frenship. jus purely classmate if tats wad he wans. i'll jus let nature take its course. shall nt vex ova it.

enuff of my complains...waiting for darling to wake up n msg mi..I MISSED HIM!! tata~

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Saturday, June 04, 2005

updates for the week..
blogging at darling's house now.. jus finish eating pizza...*burpss*

27/5 fridae

finally went ta book my BTT. darling acc mi dwn. test date is on 21st June. gotta skip afternoon lesson for tat. went for makan at bukit batok. duno y darling suddenly gek mi one face till im damn sian. went to town but we were jus walking on our own. really pissed mi off tat dae. there goes my shopping mood. but after tat back to loving again. went ova to darlings place till morning n went back home cos miting lihwen n jia.

28/5 saturdae

celebrated lihwen's bdae at party world. damn! i was sick! i gt no voice to tok nor sing! simply shouting my voice out but still couldn't reach. HA! kip gettin warm water from the waiter..no choice. jieyi n shuying last min didn't turn up so our steamboat was cancelled. had dinner at Ham Ka Ran. eat til very full. cos i was sick so feelling alittle moody. didn't wanna do much. went home at bout 10+ called dar n KO-ed.

JORIN'S BDAE AT PARTY WORLD

while waiting for the gals...this pic makes mi look darn fat!!

kinda blur..nt done by mi thou..:)

lihwen singing w mi to cover up my hoarseness...haha.

im the innocent one..

kelian cong..


29/5 sundae

met darling at bugis. cos fri he ruin my shopping spree so want him to bu chang back to mi...hehe. bot two bags from ZINC n a top frm PMK. ha! went to town for pool. while walking to far east plaza, dar was buying food frm orange julius n this bloody ang moh kiked mi n didnt even say sorry. the button on my slipper almost gt kiked off. its jus hanging there now n i've to use super glue to glue it back. argh! after pool darling sent mi back again. so sweet!

Pool Session at Far East Plaza




30/5 mondae

finally the start of skool. everytings diff. sigh.. oh well.. shall not elaborate much bout it. boring la. feeling so stress lookin at all the notes. seems like everyting's link to programming. DAMN! y mus study ah!!!! argh!! was a long long dae to go. so tired..

1/6 wednesdae

met darling. he came dwn to fetch mi. hehe. gracie finally have a good impression of him. haha. cos she saw him smiling nt so xia lan...when to douby ghaut for movie. watched Cursed. after movie went ova to darling's place cos still early.

2/6 thursdae

helped darling printed his interview application form. went w him to tanjong pagar to submit the form n dwn to suntec. super duper slpy. so suggest gg ova to darling's place for a nap. slept all the way in the bus.

3/6 fridae

another fuking hot dae..made mi rushed dwn for the 8am lesson n the tutor didn't turn up! argh! went dwn to yishun after skool n back home. went ova to tampines to look for darling for movie in the nite. slept alittle in the theatre. was lik a walking zombie. zzzz. fell aslp after eating. totally unconscious. dar was tryin to disturb mi but im too tired to entertain. haha.

4/6 saturdae

woke up kinda early but went back to slp. darling cook maggie for mi n few hours lata we ordered pizza. ekeke. fatter n fatter liao. sian! was practically with darling for the whole week.. ekeke so happy. once he start work den no more chance le. so mus make use of the chance to mit him as much as possible. wo de xin zhi ke rong na ni. fully occupied. looking forward to see him everydae. felt so loved tt he fetched mi everytime after skool. feels so good. love him muchie.

to the u noe whu u are(if u're reading tiz): it doesn't matter everyting is diff now. i won't compromise to tat. since u like it tis way i won't bother animore. when u want it back to normal i guess i'll have to consider to tat. ha! y shld i be the one to make the first move. crap la! jus dun make mi get annoyed by it tats all. dun tok? its absolutely fine w mi. i can jus ignore yr presence. nt tat im being mean. 'wan tok den tok dun tok den sua'<--quoted frm u. den sua lo. how u tink i treated u is yr tinking la. u're nt alwaz rite. nt jus bcos we're both frm the same horoscope u can predict wad im tinking. pls! U R NOT MI! u can blame mi for everyting. so be it. aniwae i created tis. guys are alwaz lykdat.. ova tis kind of tings n will nt tok to u. nt bcos we're frm the same class i'll simply heck care u. jus dowan to make it so awkward. dun appreciate den nvm lo. nt impt aniwae. some will jus say its hard for u la.. ok lo den i'll accept the fact that its hard for u to tok to mi ok? but i can onli say its CHILDISH.

to darling: i'll still love u no matter wad. dun have to bother bout wads happening. nth will happen. no one will interrupt us unless u're bad to mi again den its hard to say. humph! i love u now n forever. wadever tat has happen its all the past. its nt gonna happen again. cos i noe i promised u i wont let it happen. so u dun make mi cheng xim ok? they are all jus frens to mi. love them as frens no hao gan. u're the one i love n i need. wad will bcme of us in the future i dowanto tink but i'll cherish every moment with u lik wad i used to be. zhi dao ma? *sings* wo de yi ke xin muack muack, song gei yi ge ni muack muack.. huggies..

janeybaby tells a story @ 5:15 PM
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