Thursday, January 11, 2007

another year gone
life's getting more and more boring. what shld i do after my attachment ? study ? work ? as what ? nothing interest me. Im not gonna continue doing IT line. jolly well kill me if you wan me to do IT. diploma is just a certificate. a piece of paper that serve no purpose for me. thinking whether to continue a degree and venture into different route. so many things for me to think about. money is never enough. i just want a break from all this. go for a holiday or something. somewhere faraway. if i were to study Uni in singapore i'll be dreaded. see how they struggled through all the projects and stuff. life's easier elsewhere. but to study overseas cost a bomb. moreover, my English sucks to the core. if it wasn't for my mom i wouldn't even be in poly now. wouldn't have come so far. sighh!!

bf's not going well too. very bad for him. only close frens will know. bills and more bills to pay. loans and more loans to borrow. 3 years is coming our way. used to be very excited about our anniversary. nt anymore now. used to plan where to go where to eat but tired of it. 3 years might just be another day for us i guess. he'll be having his reservist for 2 weeks. told him that it'll be just me alone outside during our 3rd year. was just trying to hint him if he can't get out we can celebrate it earlier. all he said was wait for 3 and a half years we can celebrate it together with his birthday. no idea man. 14days ahead. he's so lazy. cant stand his bochap attitude. asked him to borrow stuff he can't even be bothered. asked him to borrow scotchtape for me cos i needed it urgently he dun care, end up i have ta use plaster but the adhesive sucks. -.-" his sis ask him to call his fren to borrow anime and he ignored. so not helpful at all!
-mich: i know u meant well. but its not just as easy as u think. if i can, i will. but apparently i can't. :(

haven been going out lately. tired after work. totally worn out. wkend with bf ? dunno too. he's so sian over family tingy. plenty of new year resolution. doubt any can be fufilled. everyday seems so draggy for me.

how i spend nye ? had steamboat at Marina South. cramped with pple. followed by fireworks. oh so pretty..! i'll never miss the fireworks every year. cos they're so beautiful. only get to see like twice a year. firework festival and countdown. last week met up with polymates again to give Irvin a surprised birthday celebration. pics have yet to take from chermaine.

heavy thunderstorm right outside my window. see hw the trees sway here and there as if it gonna topple down anytime. think the news gonna announce flood somewhere again. hope i don't get blown away.. keke. will upload pics when i feel like it. dun rush me mich.

janeybaby tells a story @ 4:45 PM
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