Tuesday, October 31, 2006
tp is this thursday...OMG OMG OMG~~~~~~
fare damn badly on sunday for my driving lesson. instructor say i couldn't control the car. lol. oh well.. mayb im just too tired. cos being sick.. i hv to look after the baby n nt getting enuff slp myself even thou im on medications. him ? slp as thou he's the one sick. baby cry is non of his business.. or probably just want mi to wake up n take over cos she cry i won't get to slp as well. sighhh.. wadever...
just wish i can do well for the test.. at least pass la! enuff of this shyt! NO MORE MISTAKES IN CIRCUIT! else im gonna cry! license license cme to mi baby... =)
i've not fully recovered.. slight flu but didn't eat med cos im gonna be damn slpy in school. yawnss...
janeybaby tells a story @ 10:43 AM
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what are boyfriends good at ??
bfs are insensitive
bfs are bastard
bfs are egoistic
bfs nv fail to make gfs cry
bfs doesn't appreciates
bfs love gaming
bfs hate shoppingbfs nv say i love youbfs are not caringbfs doesn't have the initiativesbfs take gfs for grantedbfs are dumbbfs are selfishbfs care only for themselvesbfs are indecisive
and the list goes on...................................................
janeybaby tells a story @ 10:31 AM
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
im SICKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!
my nose is dropping.. freezing.. hhhaaaa chooooo~!!!!! if this continues..i think im nt coming tomo. sneezing and sneezing. the lab is filled with my flu germs. =x can't be help. trying to get my work done.. but i just dont seem to understand anytingggggggg!!! we'll the first batch doing this shit!!! HELP HELP HELP!!!!! *brain freeze*
i haven been blogging in a while cos i've self declared break for myself. haha! took mc on thurs for 2daes. went over his place and stayed there over the wkend. baby sit ranielle as usual. all she does is cry n cry. nt becos of mi!!! cos she wan someone to rock her to slp. if u jus leave her lying on the bed she'll start by crying w/o tears. lik throwing her tantrum on us. peace ok? hurhur..
aint we sucha cutie ?
went shopping at vivocity on friday. went hme to put my clothes dwn before we head out. super hungry. shop shop shop. bought 2 bebe tops and a pair of shorts frm LVER. at least he didn't sulk at me. if not the whole mood gonna ruined. he came into the changing rm at bebe and got chased out by the sales girl. haha! obviously he can't be der right. in case other gers say he peep at them. haa! went topshop hoping to use the topshop card but sadly there's nth to buy and its warm inside. we went outside of vivo where u can see the view of sentosa.. beautifull... machiam esplanade. can see the cruise with the lightings on.. the ferries.. i oso wanna sit! last stop wad candy empire.. forgot hw much we spent.. 20+ or less.. den went for makan at kopitiam and hme we go. yeah!!! happy shopping cos i didn't have to go home empty handed.. *big smile*
kiss me if u love me.. =P
so white like ghost. haha!
peace~
lver bag is so pretty...

happy slping!! while im freaking tired after putting baby to slp! argh!!
janeybaby tells a story @ 2:59 PM
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
i've gt something to post!
aren't u excited michy soo!! =) i noe u can't wait for me to update huh.. u'll be elated i noe. ekeke
im gonna start by saying I M HUNGRY! lunch is still an hour away. i brought my snack bar to school. yeah!
met up with michy yesterday cos i was bloody eager and excited over the clothes at Forever21. in response to michy's post..gt 2hrs so long meh?!?! den y isnt' it enuff? sighhh.. she kept forcing me to try the dresses.. im tempted aniwae! michy was suppose to buy her formal top and yet she's psycho-ing me to spend with her!! wad a fren she is! haha! =x my 1st time at vivocity. kinda like the place thou its BIG.
white dress with red polka dot n ribbon
black satin with big polka dots. very retro.
black satin halter with small dots
this was taken at chaos last week
the dresses looks nicer than the pics i swear. kinda dark in it u see. =) btw i bought one of them. simply loving it. thks to michy for psychoing mi. hehe. kept asking mi to buy buy buy! argh! after tat we went to bebe.. saw some nice plain tops for school. but! i've gt no more money left. :( so i'll be back again. haa! went to candy empire and grab some junk food that will make mi even fatter! nougats/snackbar/chips! i've touch on none yet. thats all we shop! nt enuff time la. went kopitiam and ate dongfen n snap snap. hurhurhur.
while waiting for tat woman to finish eating. i noe its ugly la but whu cares.
*pouts*
i think she's happy la actually. =x
*ignores*
*fed up*
y so happy sia ?
she gave up on mi. haha
small bao n da bao. lol =x
mi w/o makeup. i tink i look horrendous sia.
it was 10pm when we left. tat woman still want to bring me to some opening but end up she lead mi to harbour centre to take bus. thks ah! pretend to forget right?! rched hme at 11. bath n tv. KO-ed at 12plus. farking tired.
janeybaby tells a story @ 10:47 AM
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
blogging cos sumone is nagging!!! u noe la hor ? =)
hw shld i start off ? alright.. last week, sumone played a prank on mi regarding some suspension tingy. 5 of them! bloody childish. mastermind was a 25yrs old guy. omg~ jus imagine.. is he nt yet mature or just purely wanting to build his own happiness on my sorrow cos he's dead bored lik anyone else. i seriously dun tink it's funny ok? even if it is a prank why go till the extend that its so freaking real n serious to make mi fall into the trap! YYYYY!!!!! not as if im so close with them. only knew them in fypj and we hardly talk. wad came across their mind to do such a childish act? bcos i leave early ? they too wad!! idiot la! ruin my goddamn mood tat day. i was suppose to leave early to dye my hair.. in the end i've to stay on till 530! cant decide whether to go ant. but since my bf nt replying me then forget it i jus made the appt. 630pm all the way till almost 10pm! no matter hw early i went to the salon im there at least 4hrs! total i sat for 14 hrs. argh! aniwae, nice colour i've got. went hme n wait for dar till 12midnight. went to the market over at his place n had mee goreng. we had a some conflict la cos all he does is play game! even i told him bout the prank.. he said nth lor. nv even like comment anyting lo! im like wtf! im his gf n he just keep quiet. all he said was over le den nvm lor. i told everyone n everyone commented. he? nth! y? cos its none of his business. like wad i've said he will nt be bothered by wad happen to me. other than his own affairs. sighhh!
saturday, looked after the baby. keeps crying as usual. 1st time i fed her. haha. after that hv to put her to slp else she'll make alot of noise. carried till my arms are aching cos my bf doesn't wanto put her to slp. erm.. he did la sumtimes. the same thing goes on on sundae. fed n change her diapers. at first we chged but it was kinda lose so i wanted to make it higher alittle, when i took out she started peeing. lol!! damn funny! the bed was partially wet cos of that. haha! my bf carried till she slp but the moment he put dwn she woke up n started crying.. duno why.. dunno iz bcos she's cold or she simply dun like his rm. cos after tat i carried her out to the living rm n make her slp den put her on her bed. she didn't even cry. guess she's feeling damn comfy in the living rm. after tat his dad n sis came hme n saw the baby slping outside. ask why we put her outside but didn't use the fan to blow at her cos living rm hot. i seriously dun think she's hot. cos after observing her for weeks. she's hot onli if her face turn kinda red..but she didn't tat dae. so? finally we had some peace. played game all n nap awhile till almost 1am before i went hme. super duper tired.
my mom's one leave till wednesdae. hv to cme school early. haha. had lunch with the gracie, keying n the guys. cos they are finally back to school. slack all the way till 6 n head hme. andy was feeling bored so he bored the train at yew tee to mit me. madness! michy showed me a white polka dot dress frm F21 at vivocity. PRETTY LA!!! i like! so baby doll and so me!
todays another long day. sighh. ciaoz!
janeybaby tells a story @ 10:34 AM
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Monday, October 09, 2006
back frm my wkend. reach school almost 1pm cos was super duper tired. can hardly force my eyes open. yawns..
dar came over my hse to fetch mi late at night on fridae. cos he have ta send the ingredients to woodlands cos ranielle's 1mth old. so they gotta prepare the food for saturdae. he lost his way n made his way all the way to boon lay. haha! waited till i almost fell aslp. game alittle while at his place n slept.
he went to help out his mom's stall on saturday. was watchin taiwan series and doing mask when i came to realise i forgot my make up pouch. argh!! no choice but to head dwn to isetan on my own to get a compact foundation from laneige. i needed it anyway. bought sushi and head home. bath, eat, rest and prepare to head over to woodlands. the buffet nt bad but i was freaking hot la! can't stand it! stayed like an hr or so and we left. rch hme but that stupid boy no key so we got locked out for an hr. pengs! his parents went to deliver the cakes to relatives so no choice have ta wait.
had my driving lesson on sundae in the circuit. fuk la inside traffic jam like mad. done alot of mistakes. haa! so is slack slack day when we got hme. slept till 130am before i woke up to go hme. as we were getting out of PIE, the tyre burst. OMG~ so suay! at least dar noes hw to change the tyre. if not we hv to cab hme alr. lol. home sweet home and slept at 4+. yawns..
adios. =)
janeybaby tells a story @ 1:43 PM
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
freaking cold, bored and sleepy! its onli 3.05pm. WTF! i wanna sleep but can't sleep. nth to surf either. everyday i've been surfing on the same tings. sigh! my supervisor ain't helping at all. ask him hw shld we do the project.. he tells us some things which are not even answering our questions. as gd as nt saying. argh!! i've been offer for OPP to do abap in brunei but i guess i'll be rejecting the offer. 1stly, if i were to go it's all because of the fun that im gg overseas and nt a working attitude. 2ndly, wtf is abap language ? plenty of question marks flying round my head. 3rdly, im nt a hands-on person.. and i hate it so wads the pt of gg there to suffer. the only thing is it'll be shorter than local ipp. 2half months compared to 3mths. but i m nt gg! =)
i wanna go ktv and club!!! i dun feel good at all!! fuk!! yst was suppose to be a fine day but due to some farking reasons and i've gt farking scolded by tat someone, my day was bad. the scene just kept flashing in my mind. but i aint sad, mayb because im getting used to it. so y upset bout it. if he wanto force mi to leave. i would say, anitime. i've been keeping quiet when he attitude, give me a face to see or wadever. i dun wish to say a word nor argue cos i noe in the end i'll be the one who get upset over it. we've drifted for all i can say. tolerating him time and again is making me really tired. i won't say i don't love him anymore, i still love him just as much. but wad i see is a changed person. i've been ctrling my feelings. there's time when he makes mi wanting to quarrel. den if i started it i'll be in the wrong. im disappointed by everything. sighh.. :( typing this makes me feel like tearing. but i won't! all this makes mi feel lik agreeing to the OPP to brunei. but i don't wish to do it out of impulse. just wish to go on holiday and forget bout everyting.
got his msg. but i duno how i shld reply him. cos im still thinking bout the incident, the tone, the look on his face. i've done no wrong. but y flared at me ? u have yr feelings so do i. u have yr emotions so do i. u flared and i just kept quiet. so rare of me!! ok.. enuff said.
leaving school soon cos i nid to go to singpost that close at 5pm. 45mins journey hme. yawns. shld get my rest after that. didn't sleep well yest. was in bed early but toss and turn till i duno wad time either.
ciaozz.. =)
janeybaby tells a story @ 3:13 PM
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
morning!!! another tiring morning. eyes were so dry and tired when i woke up. yawnsssssss~~
time passed pretty fast yesterday all thanks to michy~~ i reached school almost 930am. met her for lunchy at Plaza Singapura. we had swensens! yummilicious~~*tempted* she had omellete and me crayfish pasta. i didn't know there was this executive lunch set till the waiter told us. so i thought its just coffee and soup. crapping and chatting as we eat. telling me about this 'HAM' guy in phuture who looks like some taiwanese model. i didn't see any 'HAM' guys the previous time i went. or mayb i didn't went look for one. mayb she did.. *winks* dessert time! all time favourite swensens banana split and sundae~ that stupid mich complaint they didn't gave her her almond topping but instead replace it with strawberry topping. kept whinning till my dessert for the set came. we were like -.- the waiter din even mention i have a dessert. pengs! aniwae its one scoop vanilla and brownie with strawberry and almond topping. so hers is like banana split w/o banana. kns!
went window shopping in PS and wisma. its window shopping cos we didnt' buy aniting. no shoes no clothes. sighh! shoes are getting uglier and uglier. :( reached school at 5pm. haha! so happy. was out for almost 5hours. 1 more hour and i can get my ass off school. yippie! its better out there then here in this freezing lab. the aircon is making my body ache! arghh.. home sweet home~
ranielle kept crying

yawnz

ai koon mai koon

sundae, brownie with vanilla icecream and banana split

'ACT' shy

janey michy

on my way for my driving lesson.. can even see the 'P' plate..lol
finally updated the pics. blogger pics upload is so NOT user friendly!! yawnz..
janeybaby tells a story @ 9:29 AM
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Monday, October 02, 2006
update time!
wad have i done over the weekend?
weekend alwaz ended so fast! 5dae wk in school is a torture. 10hrs per dae. do wad? surf, blog, music, shopping!!! i wouldn't mind getting paid to use comp. really! a dollar per hour makes a difference. i'll look forward to school everydae. gary why nt ya consider bout tat huh ? well, impossible! we haven really touched on our project due to the lack of knowledge with ILOG. damn!! its week 5 alr for christ sake! i bet we gonna rush like mad for the next presentation. sighh!
weekend was just pure slacking and to replenish my energy drained in school. its my ENERGY & STRENGTH DRAINED. NT my brain juices. met darling on fridae at tanjong pagar. lend him 10 bucks to top up his ezlink. head down to orchard. went taka mac for dinner. ya..mac again! cos darling had this voucher from straits time in which you buy a meal you get a burger free. ordered 2meals with fish dipper and nuggets. freaking full and bloated. oily stuff makes mi feel like puking. met gracie at wisma to get discount vouchers for adidas and G2000. too bad the adidas voucher can only be used at heeren, tamp n parkway parade. n they only sell sports wear. wasted!! checked out G2000 but was indecisive bout wad to get so we left.
it was all fine when dar's mood changed. dun ask me why. i wish to know too. saddening. its only lik 1-2hrs including eating n stuff. been with him for so long obviously i know when his mood is nt there. duno is sian, tired, or smk kik cme. really duno!!! all the way frm 7+ till we left at 9+ i mean lik who's not tired? i wake up at 645 he wake up 8+ and we end at the same time. im complaining tired too but i didn't give the super ultra sian face. if you guys are me u'll know hows the feeling like. i mean he give the face is ji tao will spoil everyone's mood. ask him stuff either acknowledge by nodding or shaking his head or jus a one word reply. my mood changed too but im just too sick of argueing with him. he'll only tel mi say he tired yet accompany me to shop, wad more i expect. if i were to harp bout it my weekends will only be spent at my own home. catched a movie later in the night cos i've already booked. just wanna make things seem normal thou im pissed. watched rob-b-hood. the baby is so darn cute. show was hilarious. at least my day didn't ended sulking. =)
but the same thing happen on sat. brought him to eat ajisen cos i feel like eating too. after eating went to G2000 to get a pants. kinda indecisive cos nt much design at the outlet in wisma and taka. decided on a pants went to the fitting room. showed dar. skirt and pants he all said ok lor. is he cant be bothered to even like take a second glance or even give more opinion. he's just so sian for fuk sake who noes why.!!! we only spent 1hrs + at tampines mall minus the eating will be 1hr. when asked why can't he say other things other then 'ok lo', 'normal lo'.. he tel mi he duno hw to see what is nice or not nice, everything is normal to him. when he went shopping i helped him looked ard tell him which one nice etc etc. he himself can oso differentiate what is nice for himself only!!! wtf!! is as good as bringing a log shopping with me. can't stand it la. i can't voice my unhappiness to him cos i noe i'll attitude. he'll be even more attitude to me i can guarantee. i hate that feeling. everywk so eager to mit him, to go out with him. he just have to spoil my mood. im nt happy at all!! paid for my g2000 and went home. its baby ranielle saved my day. cos i went to the room jus slam the door. nt that hard thou. dar was playing with ranielle so he carried her to me, everyting was peace after carrying her. so cute. at least nv cry. see her sis bath the baby. ranielle is like so fragile. after her bath, carried her alittle while den return to his sis. forgot what we did at night alr. played game n tv i guess. his dad cooked fried food which makes me feel like puking. we didn't eat much. feeling very oily inside. haha!
dar went to help out on sunday. came home pretty early with prawn mee. lol! every sundae is prawn mee day. cos he noe i lik to eat prawn mee. looked after the baby alittle while cos she kept crying. and her sis n frens were playing mahjong. i dun understand why dar dun say his sis. u guys noe wad? his sis fren was carry the baby and mahjong at the same time. thats nt the main ting. the thing is they are SMOKING! i mean like they wanto smk ok la but at least tink for the baby right. nt yet one month alr passive smoker. OMG~ grow up surely smk i guarantee with this kinda parents and smking environment. utterly speechless. they're simply not grown up!! after a while the baby kept crying nonstop till her face turn red. duno cryin for what also. drank her milk.. no poopoo.. jus kept crying. but dar jus dowan to carry her i duno why. i tink she wants to slp and want us to carry her. cos she kept closing her eyes and yawning. dar kip putting dwn so i have to carry. can't let the little thing cry nonstop rite. but tiring la.. carry awhile my hands are shaking alr when i put her dwn. lol =x it feels good to be able to 'hong' her to slp. haha! but she woke up the moment we put her dwn n start crying. pengs!!
enuff of ranielle. went for driving in the evening. was late. cos dar tu n tu. instructor say my skills are still there just that not careful and alert enuff. haha! buang the pole when doing parallel parkin let him say. haha. when to 85 to eat ba chor mee, bbq wings and oyster. damn full!. ba chor mee came lik 30-45mins. super long queue! dar's parent made me bring back their vinegar pig trotter cos alot leftover. didn't wanto cos very ma fan. but they insist then up to them lor. left it in the fridge for my dinner later provided no one touch it.
back to school. updates later after i mit michelle for lunchy. =) pics tomo as i didn't bring my cable. ciaos..
janeybaby tells a story @ 9:57 AM
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