Sunday, January 30, 2005

holland v n pool..
was out yesterdae.. went to mit gracie at holland village tog with andrew. den down to town for pool.. monster cue full den while heading to cine saw jiajie. wad a coincidental. his frens were playing billiard at far east shopping center so we went there. gracie was complaining of the crampness n smokiness. lol. had a few rds den went off at 1130pm. missed my bus, no more train so bobian took cab home. rched hme slack n watch tv. was kinda pekcek w my bf.. shall nt elaborate further. sigh...

there'll be 3 test tis cming wk.. java, asp n jap.. followed by term break. wasted to daes of holi during term break cos cny falls in there. FUK! return mi back my 2 daes....sucky skool system.

back for more soon...ciaozz..

janeybaby tells a story @ 1:21 PM
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Saturday, January 29, 2005

its wkend..time for updates...
mondae & tuesdae




firstly, happy one year anniversary to my darling..love u muchie...*hugs* pontang skool for 2daes to spend our anniversary together. now my attendance sux!! was suppose to go for maths lecture but since i was late, ended up nt gg skool at all. went to look for darling at tampines. he haven got my present.:( went for makan then to his hse slack. was in my make up on but gotta get mc so wash off. but then went dwn too late the clinic close in the afternoon. damnit! waste my time to re-apply my make up. argh! darling chged n we headed for town. went genghis khan for dinner..my treat. den to movie..watched 'Elektra'..nice show. missed the last train so took bus. both of us were so slpy man. darling open his present. n he was happy to see tat i've bot him a guess watch tat he wanted long ago. ekeke. he's kai xin realy frm nei xin fa chu lai de. haha. force darling to slp early if not he'll play game.


waiting for movie start..

slept till 10plus den woke up. wanted to slp longer but he wanto play game so woke up early even thou he was still drowsy. bcos of tat my eye was a little swollen. went to c doc to get mc for tuesdae. told him tat i came to see him on mondae but it was closed. told him tat i needed mc for 2 daes cos of quiz so he wrote mi a doc's letta for mon instead. haha. hw nice of him. feeling very ps kip visitin him. but bobian...


darling playing game, mi waiting...

indecisive of wher we shld go.. dar wanted so much to go wild wild wet so sui ta de yi lo. went tamp n specially bot a bikini. but ya noe wad? WWW closed on tuesdae. FUK MAN! dar was sayin tat scully close n really closed! argh! waste our effort. so ended up gg swimming lo..or shld i say play water. lol. i've gt uneven tan marks man. sickening. gotta go tanning again to make it even. patches here n ther, dunno y. so yuckie. went for a game of pool den makan n back to his hse.. rest awhile den back to my own home. dead tired man n nxt dae was 8am lesson. KO-ed~

wednesdae

drag myself off the bed n went for skool. went home after 1st lesson cos was super ultra duper tired. rch home n slept for 6-7 hrs. LOL. how nice but nt enuff. went to slp at bout 12-1am after dinner n tv.

thursdae

went to skool as usual. rch home slept a little while den continue w study of DCN & maths till kinda late den zzzZZZzzz...

fridae

had our DCN quiz..was chicken feet i can say. but lost 2marks. sigh. followed up by maths quiz. open book again. was ez too cos it was similar to the answer she gave before the quiz started. she glance thru our work n said quite a number gt full marks. sigh. cant be mi. n bloody hell when is she gg to let mi have my 1st quiz!!!! went to mit lihwen n yck mrt station den went to town again. was looking for bags. projectshop's bag was nice but no compartment which i dislike. bot a flower handbag frm little match girl, bikini frm tannlines, thongs frm topshop, a tube frm paragon n present for darling. forgot to put my books in the locker n my bag was damn heavy. had dinner at marche. gotta spend a minimum of 10$ but lihwen onli spent 8.50$ so 1.50$ wasted lo.


had rosti, soup and ham n cheese crepes. *yummilicious* took a bus home, bath, tv, comp and KO-ed.

saturdae

gonna mit gracie, drew n mayb the other guys lata. nt sure yet. waiting for drews confirmation. haha. meanwhile i shall rest. im slpy man...

janeybaby tells a story @ 1:27 PM
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Sunday, January 23, 2005

true facts? or not?
some stuff for you guys to read...my bf extracted frm a book..

"without the awareness that man and women are supposed to be different, we expect the opposite sex to be more like ourself, we desire them to want wad we wan and feel the way we feel. nevertheless jus remember that man are from mars and women from venus, everyting can be explain.

when men and women are able two respect and accept their differences then love has a chance to blossom, love is magical and it can last only if we remember our differences.

the most frequent complaint women have about men is that men do not listen, but instead offer her solutions. the most frequent complaint man have about women is that women are always trying to change them, no matter how much he resist her help, she persists waiting for any chances to help him or tell him wad to do. she tinks she's nurturing him while he felt being controlled, instead he wants acceptance."

janeybaby tells a story @ 10:03 PM
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Friday, January 21, 2005

im back...
2wks plus didn't blog...kinda lazy. obviously i won't be bloggin wad i do everydae gonna kip it short..aniwae i can't rem wad i did on wad dae.


gracie dyin her hair n a temporary makeova...ekeke.

firstly, gracie gt her newlook finally. drew n i went w her to her salon at tanjong pagar. her stylist did red n blond highlights for her. nice! gt lots of compliment bout her hair.*grinz* kept asking mi whether will the red colour fade before Chinese New Year. IT WILL NOT! went shopping tat dae for cosmetics. drew felt left out cos we were looking at gers stuff while he jus follow n gave comments. his bored to death we noe. gracie look gd in abit of make up so tat she wouldn't look so pale. it makes her look fresher. now, she's gt make up(blusher n concealer) on everydae. but she's fed up cos she couldn't archieve the volume effect eyelash tat she wanted..u'll succeed on dae gracie..


gracie, aini n myself doing research in the library..

was shoppin lik crazy tis 2 weeks. spent lik 1200$$ in 2wks on tops, bottoms, make up, lingerie n slippers. LOL. shopping queen ya? but tats nt all.. i nid a bag to match w most of my clothings. DAMN! when can i get it...?? sigh...



having dinner at jack's place w mama...

met darling on sundae for movie at cine n dinner at pastamania..watched 'Omen'.. it SUX BIG TIME. WHO NOES WAD THE HELL IS IT TOKING BOUT!!! don ever watch it if u haven do so..u will regret!

gg out w gracie, keying n drew was fun. BUT, gracie is so so so so so indecisive. u mus have plenty of patience when u go out w her if nt she'll piss u off. im serious!! she can pester u w repeated question for the whole dae man n we'll be stuck at one shop for 1hour plus...she will be asking frm colours to sizes. OMG~

yesterdae.. gone out w gracie, drew, adam, keying n her bf in the late afternoon. gracie cried due to stuff she couldn't accomplish n i cried too due to relationship probs. drew n adam were stuned.. went for makan at ps den to pool at monster cue to vent my anger but den...lost all the rds.. tyco win! argh! alas.. gracie, keying n i took our newprint together. hehe. n another neoprint jus e 5 of us....gracie, drew, adam, keying n mi of cos. adam was so curious bout the neoprints cos he didn't take before.


pose meimei but den the ball didnt go in..we a monster cue..*smiles*

thanks to the guys for accompanying mi..*big hugs*




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Monday, January 10, 2005

jus a poem..

A New Day Begins

With each new sun
Comes a brand new start,
A place to begin again
With a fresh and wholesome heart.

Past mistakes made
Die with the setting sun,
As the morning sun rises
A new chance has begun.

To rectify your wrongs
And begin once again,
To wipe the slate clean
Ask forgiveness for old sins.

Wake each day with a lighter heart
Face your morning with a smile,
Your future's filled with hope
Forget old hurts for a while.

What's past is past
And can't be undone,
Today's a brand new day
Forgiveness has begun.

Repeat these words to yourself
"Today I start my life anew,
The past lies behind closed doors
And I'll start by loving you.

No more anger no more hurt
We fix what we cant forget,
Each day we fill with love
We've no more time for regret."

Don't take this day for granted
Once it's gone it's gone,
A rebirth of love
Should come with every dawn.


janeybaby tells a story @ 1:15 AM
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Sunday, January 09, 2005

can everyting jus change!!
tis week was a very sad week. dunno wad went wrong. lots of problems in relationship. lots of quarrelling n crying. shall nt elaborate much. my close pals shld noe. have been crying whenever we met up. i only want a betta you is tat so difficult. really duno wad u wan. sighh.. skipped quite alot of lessons tis week cos didn't have the mood. n didn't get to eat my portion of irvin's cake cos i paid 4 it..ekeke. cried in lecture as well. im crazy i noe. im still feelin very sad as i blog. when will i recover???



jus hope everyting will be fine in time to cme...sighh... gotta start on projects...

irvin's birthdae..

the chocolate cake tat irvin likes...it states Happy Birthday Irvin!! Smoke Less!

this mus be done by tat evil keying sittin beside him..

some past photos..


the photo freakos...5 megapixel camera...so bloody clear...



janeybaby tells a story @ 5:58 PM
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Sunday, January 02, 2005

welcome 2005!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS!!!

oh well, finally 2004 is history n now a new start of the year 2005. nth much to say bcos it wasn't a happy one for mi. jus a short update thou.

mondae - thursdae

heard of the tsunami disaster in the news on sundae 26th dec. a day after christmas. gracie called mi regarding the disaster cos our dear fren keying is in india. duno which part she went so we were worried, only knew she's gg to some temple n will be back on thurs. she's uncontactable so we couldn't do anitng, but we knew she would be fine.

skool as per normal. was the organiser for wad we gonna do on new year's eve. jus a simple one. dinner, movie n countdown. have been chking on the tickets for few daes till its finally up in the webby. cfm the timing w dar n frenz den carry on w the booking. did a little for our project as in discussion la. was so lookin forward to new year's eve. duno y. kinda excited.

fridae

new year's eve here. got classes in the morning. gracie was dressed up cos she don intend to go home. cher,aini,gracie,drew n i were all late for lesson at 9am. but our tutor was kind enuff to give us attendance. ekeke. gracie was wearing a red tube w her knitted jacket ova. she kips pulling her tube cos its kinda big for her. LOL. after maths, had makan at food junction den did our comm skills proj. didnt finish thou. went to lab cos we wanna chk stuff but all lock. went to the lab toilet. someone came knockin on our door twice. we were tinkin it was drew but he's no where insight when we came out. he said he didn't. couldn't tell he was lying. den the atmosphere bcmes eerie..after tat drew told mi tat he was the one who knocked on the door. all gt fooled by drew. damn him! <--thats for u drew.

cher n i headed home while gracie went to drew's hse. hell knows wad they were doing at his hse.. gracie blogged for all i noe with lots of outdated photos. oOpZ! rched hme, painted my nails, online, slack till damn late den went to bath n prepare. rushed like mad n was raining non-stop. raining since the tsunami disaster. when i was done, it was alrdy 730pm, dar n frens all rched which was suppose to be our mitin time, only then i left my hse. hehe. rched somerset mrt at 745pm. went to collect tickets den rush dwn to find lihwen n jia at the sushi teh outside taka. it took kinda long for our food to be served. n we were running late. bout 910pm den the food came but jia's came at 920pm or so. foot the bill den walked dwn to cine. raining again. luckily i brought my umbrella. heard frm lihwen dat shuying tot we were watchin at shaw so she went there. waited for her to rush to cine. 5mins late for our show.




photos taken at sushi teh..

could sense tat dar wasn't right after i gave number to my fren whom i lost contact w kinda long. so he was giving mi the sian sian look. he was slping in the show. tok to him he ignored. everyone was laughing but he was jus showing his black face. after the show told him tat i wanna tok things out b4 midnite. was suppose to mit gracie they all but they were so far away. at meridien playin pool when im at cine so i decided nt too. cine was having a mini countdwn outside so it was flooded w pple. squeezing n pushin here n there. lihwen, jia n shuying went off first while dar n i stil inside cine. bcos of the situation we'll in tats y i don't wanna look for gracie. wad's the pt. den he'll gek one face to all my frenz. sigh. we didn't tok tings out cos he doesn't wanto. heard the countdwn 3,2,1 den everyone was spraying the foam outside. very nice as thou it was snowing. couples huggin n kissing each other, frens wishing happy new year. all with the happy smiling faces whereas for mi..i was sulking cos i was sad. tis is hw i welcome the new year. my eyes are wet, was controllin my tears. he didn't say anitin, n i was the one whu make the first move to hug him kiss him n say happy new year. i nearly cried out. he onli wanted to go home. we were walkin on our own. he disappear to buy cig n e33. told him nt to but he put my words to deaf ears. snatch away he shouted at mi. he's makin mi damn miserable cos he doesn't wanto tok. i almost gave up cos i couldn't take it animore, wanted to throw him the ring n leave but i couldn't do it. cos i noe he won't cme after mi. sigh. did abit of toking, went his hse thou we nt ok yet cos i dowana go hme. i jus pretend nth happen but i stayed away frm him. finally he wanted to tok. i told him everyting of hw i feel n started crying non-stop. was cryin whole dae yesterdae(saturdae). on n off. xmas n new year was ruined.

sundae

came home frm dar's hse onli tis morning. very she bu de. only wanto be w him every moment. but he gotta go back to camp. was reading some blog entries jus now..all were happy entries to the new year but for mi.........cant help to feel sad again. was alwaz lookin to celebrate public holidaes or special occasions w him but after so mani tings happen im kindof dead alrdy. nt tat i dowan spent w him jus dat i no longer look forward to it animore cos im so afraid history will repeat itself. he said he'll chged n promise mi it wouldn't happen again. i hope so. i cherish tis relationship alot alot alot. my darling no matter wad. i don hate u. really! i duno hw to hate sumone i love so dearly.

new year's resolution
1. lose weight,get rid of hidden fats
2. to have a smooth journey w darling. lesser cries more happiness.
3. study hard n get gd grades <--doubt i can cos i hate studying hate projects..

cant tink of ani at the moment...jus wanna be happy in the new year.

janeybaby tells a story @ 4:04 PM
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