Monday, October 11, 2004

*cough cough*..*sniff sniff*..ima sick..
shall take some time to blog while i memorise for jap role play tomorrow.

im sick..sigh..no more flu tablets..at least not during exam periods if not won't have the mood to study.. comm skills exam is jus 2daez away... damn fast.. haven start revising yet. will finished up my role play n get down to revision soon. won't have much time tomo.

received a letta frm my fren in RTC. n realised that my mom thru his letta away the first time he wrote few mths back becos he stated tat he've written to mi. but my mom denied having seen tat letta. if not for that she wouldn't asked mi who is that guy. tis letta my dad saw but he gave it to mi. after tat nagging starts again n my mom said ask mi betta not reply n all tat crap. aniwae i didn't...

wkend was horrible.. had another quarrel with my bf cos of some misunderstanding.. :( we would be through if not for my persistant. held on to him nt letting him leave as all that he said was out of rash or tiredness ova quarrels.. had a big cry over at his house... cried everyting out n felt betta. cos thru out the whole process i was trying very hard to control my tears regardless of wad happen.

to darling: it doesn't matter who's good or not.. you're the best in me.. no matter how serious our quarrel will be, just hope that u'll not say that word so easily n we'll brave thru every single obstacle that we might face. have some confidence in yrself and me. stop saying tat we'll nt suitable cos of nonsensical quarrels and let this relationship stop. i persist cos i care and i noe u too. u shld noe that i didn't mind about aniting since i fell deeply for you. u're my everyting. i wouldn't let u leave jus like u wouldn't want mi to leave either. ive said before if you want mi to leave unless u tell mi straight in my face, lookin into my eyes that u love mi no more if not no where u gotta run. :) losing u is a torture to mi.. u promised that u wouldn't let it happen again. *gougou shou + chop* all in all i love you n that love has been increasing non-stop as the dayz go by, nth can stop it. i love you baby..

exams are coming..wouldn't have much time for darling tis few wks.. really mus sit dwn n study..shall make up for tat when my exams are ova.. den im all yrs darling..ekeke..

to all my classmates.. study hard n gd luck for the exams.. we must not let our efforts go dwn the drain ya? ganbatte neh..:) tata~

janeybaby tells a story @ 10:46 PM
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