Thursday, October 07, 2004
heartbroken..
was having gastric just now.. perhaps is due to skipping meals. nt tat bad thou but told dar that i was having gastric too.. he replied when i got home.. with onli 2 msges!! not jus tat.. cos he said he just eaten so i tot mayb he went to eat with his dad n was bathing when he reached home. so i waited for his reply.. he didn't.. bout 15-20 mins lata i went to bath.. 10mins lata..i came out he oso didn't reply.. i was getting kind of pissed n was guessing he must be playing game. i was right.. i went online n there he was playing gunbound. wth... he rather play game den reply me even knowing tat i wasn't feeling well. den my mind starts to hu si luan xiang.. wad m i to him? does he even care? onli when i msged him again den he replied.. i told him he rather play game than reply mi, i die oso no one care.. he jus reply mi..no, is haven.. waulau.. den wad m i suppose to reply. seriously i wanted to argue back but wads the pt he don't even care n it will lead to a quarrel as well.. */me tearing* sighh...m sad once again.. guys are so insensitive to a gers feeling..i seriously dunno y.. gf nt feeling well.. game seems more impt.. oh well wad can i say..:"(
enuff of that.. for todae, i brought digi cam to take pics for our project. shall upload a few. also, we bought a temporary tattoo tat doesnt last at all. sickening.. one wash n its gone totally.. there's maths quiz tomo n gotta get my assignment 2 done.. left the validation portion. mondae essit pop quiz, tues jap role play n wed comm skills exam..dying soon..
mel, gracie n mi
mel n moi
we all look so haggard...LOL
janeybaby tells a story @ 7:28 PM
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Hi Janey, read your blog today. Poor girl. You really gotta tell your dar how you feel. Don't need to argue. Just tell him as a matter of fact. Tell him that a girl really deserves all the care and attention she needs. It is your right. And it is his responsibility to give that care and attention. There is no such thing as being too "pressured" in a relationship, it's either you "chup" or you "bo chup". Remember, it is an honour for a guy to be able to shower his love and care on a girl. Since your dar is in the army, he should understand this principle. Like they said in the army, it is an honour to lead. Because when you lead men into battle, they trusted you with their lives, that's why they obey your commands. If you can't lead, get the hell out of your platoon and let others more qualified to do the job. Likewise, it is an honour when a girl accepts a guy's love and care, because that means a girl trusted him with her own future. And that is a *big* future. If a guy cannot give that love and care, then he should get the hell out of that relationship and let others more qualified to do the job. Do you get what I mean, Janey girl?
I think you're strong enough to put this problem aside for a while. Just concentrate on your studies right now and score as much as you can in the exams. Believe me, when you do well in the exams, the extra confidence you gained will give you the strength to do what you have to do in your relationship. And I believe you will do well in the exams. Do remember to attend all your lectures, esp during the last few weeks as tips will be given. And one last thing.... I don't think Java will kill you. You should be fine :) Go for it, girl!!!
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