Saturday, June 11, 2005

im ANNOYED!!
his dad went for the interview. said tat it wasn't good cos the pay system is sucky. guess dar will be working store for the time being to get some $$. 8am-8pm. wont get to mit up so often animore. sigh. bot quite a few accessories at tampines. 3 pairs of earrings, 2 bracelet & 1 anklet for 20 bucks. dar bot his FTT book frm popular. 3daes for him to study. he said he'll fail for sure. ha! stayed ova at dar's hse.

did nth but eat n eat the whole dae. feeling so FAT can~!! ARGH! fell aslp after watching channel 8 9pm show. darn tired. whereas duno wad dar did while i was slping. i woke up in the middle of the nite which means now to pee. n knew he was smking at the door..n he left the water boiling in the kitchen w such big fire. n i hv ta lower it dwn for him if not the water will flow out. wanted to open the door n say him but end up i didnt. i jus dowan to see it. suddenly i felt like im a FOOL man! y shld i blive him! its jus the naive me. sucks! im pissed now. n sad. WADEVER!!

can't get to slp. so i shall blog for no fuking reason. jus feeling damn irritated! im ignorin him. he's gonna tink tat im unreasonable again. so be it. ruin my mood. sickening. my tears flow down once again. duno y. he's slping alrdy. as usual i cry to myself. i feel the old feeling cming back. sigh.

gones~~

janeybaby tells a story @ 2:57 AM
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