Saturday, June 11, 2005

janey is sad!
sigh. 1st time in 1yr 4mths 17daes we slept in separated rooms. he chose to slp outside. so y shld i ask him back. his parents must be tinking tat im e one making a fuss. i DUN fuking giv a damn! feeling very sad. woke up damn early. yi ge ren zai na leng leng qing qing de fang jian, wo you ku le. his pillow case is soaked w my tears once again. i see his old self cming back. flashes of the past kept appearing which makes mi sad. cried looking at the photo tat he put on his shelf. crying alone AGAIN. he's not there. decided to go home. almost cried in the cab. but controlled my tears. almost cried while eating but held it back. finally i cried on my bed. too tired fell aslp. til now, i feel lik cryin even blogging. WHY?!?! the amount of tears i've cried overpowered the happiness he gave mi after gettin back to each other. i've fallen deep dwn. no way i can climb out. janey is depressed~! :"(

some recent fotos taken.

he's playing LAN while i zo boing..

relaxing in his dad's van..

the last time we were lying together last nite..

earrings bought frm skool's bazaar..



indeed its very janey~~ :)


janeybaby tells a story @ 6:04 PM
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