Sunday, June 05, 2005

PROGRAMMING IS A NITEMARE~!!
tis sem's getting tougher. i wanto get programming out of my sight! its jus simply a nitemare! i hate it! its so tough so hard to understand. lots of things are link to progamming, analysis n design. its wad i hate most! y must we study? jus for a bloody cert? im nt gonna take IT related work when i graduate. so wad's w the cert? i've absolute no idea. study so much for wad! wad i've got is stress n more stress. nth's new. told myself im gonna study hard n pull back my grades but upon knowing we're gonna go thru lots of programming really makes mi SICK! how i wish i can quit skool. no more projects no more stress no more worries i'll have. how wonderfull will tat be! i wouldn't be in skool if not for my mom. sigh! it may be sth good for mi but to mi..STUDY is crap n its a waste of time!

i onli wan my darling. no one else! yearn to see him every single dae. for tat whole week in skool.. i look so glum n bored but when i see him, i nv fail to put a smile on my face at all times. guess im falling deep dwn again. darling might be startin work soon. probably the cming wk. wont be able to mit so often le. :( everyone in skool seems like a stranger to mi. dun ask mi y la. i duno. perhaps cos i dun look forward to skool these daes. sumone's treating mi lik a stranger which i hate most. i hate the awkward feeling la. he gives mi the impression tat i owe him a billions of dollars! oh well. tis is how he wans it to be wad more can i say. perhaps tats jus the end of our frenship. jus purely classmate if tats wad he wans. i'll jus let nature take its course. shall nt vex ova it.

enuff of my complains...waiting for darling to wake up n msg mi..I MISSED HIM!! tata~

janeybaby tells a story @ 8:37 PM
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