Monday, October 02, 2006

update time!
wad have i done over the weekend?

weekend alwaz ended so fast! 5dae wk in school is a torture. 10hrs per dae. do wad? surf, blog, music, shopping!!! i wouldn't mind getting paid to use comp. really! a dollar per hour makes a difference. i'll look forward to school everydae. gary why nt ya consider bout tat huh ? well, impossible! we haven really touched on our project due to the lack of knowledge with ILOG. damn!! its week 5 alr for christ sake! i bet we gonna rush like mad for the next presentation. sighh!

weekend was just pure slacking and to replenish my energy drained in school. its my ENERGY & STRENGTH DRAINED. NT my brain juices. met darling on fridae at tanjong pagar. lend him 10 bucks to top up his ezlink. head down to orchard. went taka mac for dinner. ya..mac again! cos darling had this voucher from straits time in which you buy a meal you get a burger free. ordered 2meals with fish dipper and nuggets. freaking full and bloated. oily stuff makes mi feel like puking. met gracie at wisma to get discount vouchers for adidas and G2000. too bad the adidas voucher can only be used at heeren, tamp n parkway parade. n they only sell sports wear. wasted!! checked out G2000 but was indecisive bout wad to get so we left.

it was all fine when dar's mood changed. dun ask me why. i wish to know too. saddening. its only lik 1-2hrs including eating n stuff. been with him for so long obviously i know when his mood is nt there. duno is sian, tired, or smk kik cme. really duno!!! all the way frm 7+ till we left at 9+ i mean lik who's not tired? i wake up at 645 he wake up 8+ and we end at the same time. im complaining tired too but i didn't give the super ultra sian face. if you guys are me u'll know hows the feeling like. i mean he give the face is ji tao will spoil everyone's mood. ask him stuff either acknowledge by nodding or shaking his head or jus a one word reply. my mood changed too but im just too sick of argueing with him. he'll only tel mi say he tired yet accompany me to shop, wad more i expect. if i were to harp bout it my weekends will only be spent at my own home. catched a movie later in the night cos i've already booked. just wanna make things seem normal thou im pissed. watched rob-b-hood. the baby is so darn cute. show was hilarious. at least my day didn't ended sulking. =)

but the same thing happen on sat. brought him to eat ajisen cos i feel like eating too. after eating went to G2000 to get a pants. kinda indecisive cos nt much design at the outlet in wisma and taka. decided on a pants went to the fitting room. showed dar. skirt and pants he all said ok lor. is he cant be bothered to even like take a second glance or even give more opinion. he's just so sian for fuk sake who noes why.!!! we only spent 1hrs + at tampines mall minus the eating will be 1hr. when asked why can't he say other things other then 'ok lo', 'normal lo'.. he tel mi he duno hw to see what is nice or not nice, everything is normal to him. when he went shopping i helped him looked ard tell him which one nice etc etc. he himself can oso differentiate what is nice for himself only!!! wtf!! is as good as bringing a log shopping with me. can't stand it la. i can't voice my unhappiness to him cos i noe i'll attitude. he'll be even more attitude to me i can guarantee. i hate that feeling. everywk so eager to mit him, to go out with him. he just have to spoil my mood. im nt happy at all!! paid for my g2000 and went home. its baby ranielle saved my day. cos i went to the room jus slam the door. nt that hard thou. dar was playing with ranielle so he carried her to me, everyting was peace after carrying her. so cute. at least nv cry. see her sis bath the baby. ranielle is like so fragile. after her bath, carried her alittle while den return to his sis. forgot what we did at night alr. played game n tv i guess. his dad cooked fried food which makes me feel like puking. we didn't eat much. feeling very oily inside. haha!

dar went to help out on sunday. came home pretty early with prawn mee. lol! every sundae is prawn mee day. cos he noe i lik to eat prawn mee. looked after the baby alittle while cos she kept crying. and her sis n frens were playing mahjong. i dun understand why dar dun say his sis. u guys noe wad? his sis fren was carry the baby and mahjong at the same time. thats nt the main ting. the thing is they are SMOKING! i mean like they wanto smk ok la but at least tink for the baby right. nt yet one month alr passive smoker. OMG~ grow up surely smk i guarantee with this kinda parents and smking environment. utterly speechless. they're simply not grown up!! after a while the baby kept crying nonstop till her face turn red. duno cryin for what also. drank her milk.. no poopoo.. jus kept crying. but dar jus dowan to carry her i duno why. i tink she wants to slp and want us to carry her. cos she kept closing her eyes and yawning. dar kip putting dwn so i have to carry. can't let the little thing cry nonstop rite. but tiring la.. carry awhile my hands are shaking alr when i put her dwn. lol =x it feels good to be able to 'hong' her to slp. haha! but she woke up the moment we put her dwn n start crying. pengs!!

enuff of ranielle. went for driving in the evening. was late. cos dar tu n tu. instructor say my skills are still there just that not careful and alert enuff. haha! buang the pole when doing parallel parkin let him say. haha. when to 85 to eat ba chor mee, bbq wings and oyster. damn full!. ba chor mee came lik 30-45mins. super long queue! dar's parent made me bring back their vinegar pig trotter cos alot leftover. didn't wanto cos very ma fan. but they insist then up to them lor. left it in the fridge for my dinner later provided no one touch it.

back to school. updates later after i mit michelle for lunchy. =) pics tomo as i didn't bring my cable. ciaos..

janeybaby tells a story @ 9:57 AM
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