Thursday, February 15, 2007

Happy Belated Valentines' Day
had a typical celebration with bf yst, eat and movie. no gifts exchange. expected. can't be bothered anyway. only gift was from one of our bosses. a bouquet of flowers with ferrero rocher. a gift from him to all the ladies in the company. so nice! but heard from colleagues its like after 14-16 years.. 1st time he gave flowers to them. for us is only like 3 months and we received. had a grp photo taken with the flowers. i would say we're the lucky ones to have our attachment during this period. :) back to celebration with bf. went vivocity. before i left, my colleague was askin if i nid a lift to town later. buden im leaving alr he tell mi later. hmmm..*blurs* aniwae bf fetch so i dun nid a lift. i guess most of the pple thought im gg to those restaurant in town. i wish i am too. had dinner at Hongkong Kim Gary Restaurant. FAILED!!!! TOTALLY!!! I had this sirloin steak. meat was so tough i could hardly chew it. have to force it dwn my throat. *shrugs* bf had pork chop but apparently it taste like 'Pai Gu Wang'. -.- nt gg back there ever again. bf suggested Carl's Jr burger but im like, its vdae and we're nicely dressed n he wanted to eat Carl's Jr. Can't we jus have sth diff on Vdae. we can alwaz have that burger nxt time. argh!! all i can say he doesn't wanna spend much so that he can hv money for himself. he's nt someone who will pamper his gf. like wad i've said, he cared more for himself than the pple ard him. sadded! dunno why, but it seems that the recent occasions wasn't that fantastic. Or mayb i shld say im nt exceptionally happy but not totally not happy. sighh. probably cos i dun feel pampered with him so eventually all the occasions are just like any other day. even if he has money it will be used more on himself rather than mi.

im thinking where are we heading. im always thinking wad's our future like. will we still be together.. will we still be so loving.. since the moment i fell deep into this relationship, the love is growing everyday for these 3 years. typical saying if you love someone, u'll wanto see the person everyday even for just a moment.. hear his voice talk to him everyday.. feel his presence.. hugging him to feel the comfort.. etc etc.. im a typical ger who feels this way. our character are almost similar but im the more 'xi xin' one and he's the ego one. wan his face. i think we have a problem. a problem that he'll never feel its a problem. thats why nw i totally can't be bothered to think bout the problem that existed. dowana make myself feel troubled. only this way makes mi happier. i wished deep down im really happy. sighh. currently we're nt facing any problems, but thats jus how i felt. oh a recent arguement was because he have the tendercy of nt informing me till the very last min. situation is he wanna enroll for poly and is required to print the application, so he told me he was coming my house to print. my dad doesn't like him to come over so i told him to come quick.. tinking he'll rch 8+ 9. so i waited n waited thinking he'll reach anytime. about 9+ he msged me tell me to help him do instead he's just on his way. he's actually eating at home when im waiting lor. im like wtf.. is not that i cannot help him but at least he inform me earlier so i dun have to wait anxiously for him to come so as not to bump into my dad. he likes to inform me the very last minute. so im quite pissed. i duno whus fault iz la.. i just hate it that he doesn't even bother to tell mi he can't make it early. arghh!!

ok enuff of relationship. todae is the last day of work. tomo is cny lunch and we're officially out of this company. gonna miss them. the fun. the dinner. they're all so nice. hopefully nxt batch is nt gd so we wont be forgotten. haha. im mean! hiakhiak!

so im wishing everyone HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR in advance! :p

janeybaby tells a story @ 3:19 PM
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