Wednesday, March 28, 2007

complaints!
he came dwn with cake and present from perlinis. indeed he forgot! his excuses didn't save him. but yet he jus avoid avoid avoid. nt even a word of apology till the day he came dwn nt even a wee bit of feeling remorseful. wad is he man?! or did he just feel that i will not be angry at all. *faints* seriously i tink no one will admit he's a good bf. one whu forgets his gf's bdae even though he is NOT bz. NOT ok! i may nt be that angry as last time but still im upset ova it. but its just a one dae ting. i got it over after a goodnight rest. but i can't just sit and pretend nth happen like he did. told him im upset he ignored my msges. -.-"""" he chose to wait till wkend then cme n pacify mi. really take me for granted! i tink i owe him big time in my previous life. nw is payback time. haa! his reason being everyday to him is like a daily routine hence he forgot. he said that i didn't even mention to him!! for christsake, tell mi if im suppose to date him out on my bdae?!?! tell mi its my fault for nt reminding him?!?! i didn't scold him cos i wasn't angry animore. i just niam niam niam at him till he's kinda upset i guess. but nt as upset as mi definitely! yeah its over and we're back to normal.

some frens can tell im cheng xim alr just that i haven let go. i remember sumone saying.. 'this relationship duno u still want ant..' like machiam my fault! dey duno aniting cos they only read my blog. so they can't judge by just reading. if u see that im very slack in this relationship, he's the cause of it. he's the one slacking so i have no choice but to slowly follow his footstep n slack together. i dowana put in so much end up being the one getting hurt. tats all i can say.

oh ya n i remember him saying when i was at his hse that makes mi super bushuang. cos he was thinking of eating pizzahut. so he said order this for duno hw much. den he said each one pay 10$! after hearing it i felt so upset n piss lo. y? whenever he no money most of the time i treat him eat good food n all n used to buy him clothes. he seldom buy mi stuff nvm but tat day his wallet have gt bloody 100$ yet he still can ask mi to pay half! wad kind of bf is this!! dun tell me he's tight lo cos he isn't! so i just answered back "u no money i treat u eat got money i still have to pay half. tats y i said u're selfish." den he diam diam alr. he can buy a dozen of cigrette stock at hme yet he dun even wanna pay for pizza! wtf can! sumtimes when its the other way rd when i feel lik eating sth i'll ask him to pay half. cos i feel that im too nice to him alwaz paying like im oblige to pay. makes mi feel that im the one supporting him nt he supporting me!

end of entry. im complaining too much. mich, when's our sentosa session ?!?! gd luck for yr paper on thurs *muacks*


janeybaby tells a story @ 1:50 AM
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