Monday, April 21, 2008

im sorry
after weeks of cold treatment towards him, i concluded it.
because i know it doesn't feels good when someone you love totally ignored you.

i told myself...
i must be fair to him
its 4 years not 4 days
i shouldn't leave it hanging
salvage it or let it go
i won't cry
i can't be soft-hearted
i must think it through clearly
this ain't joking matter

once...
he made me believe in love
he made me who i am when im with him
he occupied my heart leaving no room for rivals
he saw the happy side of me
he saw the down side of me
he waited for me patiently
he drove me around
he gave in to me when i was unreasonable
he pacify me when we quarrelled
he hugged me when i cried
he kissed me because he love me

now...
he's upset because of me
he's deeply hurt because of me
he's disappointed because of me
he has given up on me

maybe one fine day... when all my emotions piled up i might break into tears
but now, i just don't wanna cry
not because i felt nothing
not because he meant nothing
not because im cold-blooded
not because im hard-hearted

simply because this is not the time to get emotional
i may be depressed but crying doesn't solve problems

nobody cannot live without somebody
everyone live for themselves not for others
breakups are just part of growing up
its not the end of the world


all i can say now is..... baby, im sorry.

janeybaby tells a story @ 12:40 AM
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