i guess everything started too fast for us to absorb. for us to explain. somehow i feel that we don't seem to be an item. we don't know each other. we're always walking on our own. he's always ahead of me. we don't ask about each other's stuff. we do what we deem fit. and i'll start asking myself.. what are we?

he didn't probe about anything so I feel I shouldn't too in case he doesn't like? what actually upset me was he actually thought I did everything out of pity after what happened. then am I suppose to say he did it out of boredom and I happen to come by so he picked me? i really don't know!! I only know he doesn't trust me. no confidence n he thinks im here to hurt him. he sounded like im out to toy his feelings. -.- perhaps in his eyes, im just one of those who doesn't treat relationship seriously. what can i say.......

sometimes I wish he could have ask me rather than play all these mind games. and doubt me for everything. maybe we both lost hope. im lost for words. sigh!

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