Whenever there's love, there's bound to be arguments. Whenever I felt loved, it always seem to come to an end. Can some kind soul tell me why?! My retribution for being hard-hearted on my ex ?? Is it ?? In a relationship, the word HURT never fail to give me hell. I fucking hate it!! GO AWAY!! Stop tormenting me! I hurt him but he hurt me back indirectly. Whenever I hear the word CONSIDER, I'm beginning to lose all hope. This will be the last I want to hear in a relationship. Now, it came too soon for me to react. If someone can let go so easily, why should one hold on. Not being pessimistic. If a relationship needs to be reconsidered, I guess its more or less............. Maybe it should... sigh... If I really want to quibble over every detail in a relationship, it'll be very tiring. Not about guys or girls. Just the relationship. I think I have plenty to say. However, I feel it isn't necessary. I had enough of being a 管家婆. I don't want to control or restrict anything.

Shit!! I think I need a good cry. I have not cry for so damn long I don't know how long. I told myself I won't cry anymore. The last I cried was when my ex did something really despicable to me. Was glad I pulled it through. All the tears are piling up. From the previous break, from the new start, from all the unhappiness only I know. Everything is accumulating. I just can't cry. I'm suffocating. I've put the past behind and starting anew, but outcome doesn't seem appealing at all. Has he really moved on? Or is his past still haunting him? Apparently, I feel he hasn't let go. I have no idea. Anyway, both parties are at fault when a conflict start. No one to blame. We just didn't handle it well enough. Or perhaps I should take the full responsibility since the fight started because of me? Whatever it is....we need time to cool off for now.....

Oh man... I seriously need ktv now. That's what I always do when I am feeling down. Or rather go somewhere I used to go. No matter how upset I am, I always put up a smile infront of my friends. If they ever see me cry, it means I'm extremely sad. So I hope they won't get the chance to see it. Haii..

快乐永远是短暂，悲伤却永远的存在。

而我。。。是活在快乐还是悲伤的世界?

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