Please don't tell me weekends are bf/gf's day. Cause it doesn't occur to me. Due to some reasons, no sweet moments with him. Maybe we were just waiting for each other to ask to meet. Or was it just my wishful thinking.. Hmmm.. Nevermind. One word to describe my weekend. Bored!!

When I thought I was happy, I wasn't. When I thought I've forgotten, I did not. Whole day, I was listening to my mp3s and singing along track after track as well as playing Viwawa. Trying to keep my mind free of everything. I may seem happy. Seem nonchalant. In fact, deep down.. I just don't feel right. Perhaps I just want to hide my emotions. Hid it and lock it. Show no one. Tell no one. Sigh...

When things doesn't go the way you want it, you just gotta live with it. Things aren't as complicated as it seems to be. Only human tends to make things complicated. Maybe its the thorn in the heart that has yet to be removed. Even a rubber band will break if you exert to much strength trying to pull it.

Human always self-contradict. If one always think negatively, they are simply torturing themselves as well as others. Eventually, it'll lead to too many guesses, too many doubts, too many misunderstanding, too many conflict, too many unsolved problems, and the list goes on. Be it family, friends or relationships. Constantly being skeptical what's right and wrong. Wassup with the human mind? Why can't everything be simpler? Everyone should look on the bright side and one day you will see rainbow. See how colourful your life can be. Easier said than done. I know.

Well... We still have to look straight ahead and let bygones be bygones. Tomorrow will be a better day a happy me. =P

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